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The Unclassifiable Talent of Hervé Guibert

埃尔韦·吉贝尔:无法归类的天才
The French writer and photographer’s portraits of love.
这位法国作家兼摄影师的爱情肖像。
A person seated at a bedroom desk photographed from behind.
Photographs by Hervé Guibert

Hervé Guibert’s ultimately unclassifiable talent brilliantly evokes the shadows, the moments of dread and paranoia, that are part of the experience of love. Doom lurks everywhere in Guibert’s world, in large part because love, as Guibert expresses it, is synonymous with longing, and what is longing but a pit stop on the way to hurt, loss, and the lover’s need to control the beloved?

埃尔韦·吉贝尔(Hervé Guibert)那终究无法归类的才华,精妙地捕捉了爱情体验中的阴影、恐惧与偏执的时刻。在吉贝尔的世界里,厄运无处不在,很大程度上是因为,正如他所表达的,爱情就是渴望的同义词,而渴望又是什么?不过是通往伤害、失落,以及爱者想要控制被爱者之需求的中转站。

Born in 1955, into a middle-class family in a suburb of Paris, Guibert, who wrote about photography in addition to taking pictures himself—he also published more than two dozen books of fiction, autofiction, and essays—was a gay man who came of age during the AIDS epidemic, a time of incalculable devastation. Guibert describes the epoch with what feels like a preternatural calm in his now classic 1990 novel, “To the Friend Who Did Not Save My Life,” in which we meet some of his friends, thinly disguised, including the philosopher Michel Foucault and the actress Isabelle Adjani. I remember reading about the book when it came out in the U.S. the following year—the year that Guibert died, at age thirty-six, of AIDS-related causes. Some people condemned the work for outing Foucault as a fellow AIDS sufferer. What right did Guibert have to tell someone else’s story? At some point, I read the book, and then I put the memory of reading it away: it was too potent, too sharp a reminder of what I had experienced during those years when quick and slow disasters were all around, and I felt ashamed of my helplessness and relative good health.

吉贝尔1955年出生于巴黎郊区的一个中产家庭。他既自己拍照,也撰写关于摄影的文字——此外还出版了二十多本小说、自传体小说和随笔集。他是一名同性恋者,在艾滋病肆虐的年代步入成年,那是一个无法估量的毁灭性时期。在他如今已成经典的1990年小说《致未救我性命的朋友》中,吉贝尔以一种近乎超自然的平静描述了那个时代。书中我们见到他的一些朋友,仅做了极薄的伪装,包括哲学家米歇尔·福柯(Michel Foucault)和演员伊莎贝尔·阿佳妮(Isabelle Adjani)。我记得这本书次年在美国出版时——也就是吉贝尔因艾滋病相关并发症去世、年仅三十六岁的那一年——我读到过相关报道。有人谴责这部作品,因为它揭露了福柯也是艾滋病患者。吉贝尔有什么权利讲述别人的故事?后来某个时候,我读了这本书,然后把关于阅读它的记忆封存起来:它太强烈了,太尖锐地提醒着我在那些年里所经历的一切——那时快速和缓慢的灾难无处不在,而我为自己的无能为力和相对健康的身体感到羞耻。
A man in the shower.
“Arles,” from “The Only Face.”
“阿尔勒”,选自《唯一的脸》
A person standing by another person in a hospital bed
“The friends,” from “The Only Face.”
“朋友们”,选自《唯一的脸》

But then, about a decade ago, the writers Bruce Hainley and Jennifer Krasinski told me about a video that Guibert had made some months before his death. Titled “Modesty, or Immodesty” (1991), the hour-length work, shot by Guibert himself between June, 1990, and March, 1991, shows the artist going about his daily life in his final months, writing, talking on the phone, bathing, exercising, undergoing a medical procedure, then playing back the footage so that he can witness it, taking a holiday, and finally typing on a word processor, which continues to produce his text after he has moved on. This piece, Guibert’s single work on video, is an extraordinary film of self-dramatization: life and illness as a form of theatre. It is not a brave work—that’s too paltry a word for it. It is a powerful record of the isolating effects of AIDS, and of a patient who is running out of time and holding onto the act of creation as evidence that he has lived. As with “To the Friend Who Did Not Save My Life,” I did not want to remember the film after I had seen it; its solitude spoke of universal solitude, all those rooms filled with lost potential and the memory of the dead.

但大约十年前,作家布鲁斯·汉利(Bruce Hainley)和詹妮弗·克拉辛斯基(Jennifer Krasinski)告诉我,吉贝尔在去世前几个月制作了一部录像作品。这部名为《谦逊,或不谦逊》(1991)的作品时长一小时,由吉贝尔本人在1990年6月至1991年3月间拍摄,记录了这位艺术家生命最后几个月的日常生活:写作、打电话、洗澡、锻炼、接受医疗处置,然后回放录像以便亲眼见证,去度假,最后在文字处理机上打字——在他离开之后,机器仍在继续输出他的文字。这件作品是吉贝尔唯一的录像作品,是一部非凡的自我戏剧化影片:生命与疾病作为一种剧场形式。它不是一部“勇敢”的作品——用这个词来形容它太轻了。它是一份有力的记录,记录了艾滋病的隔离效应,记录了一个时间所剩无几的病人,紧紧抓住创作行为作为自己活过的证据。和《致未救我性命的朋友》一样,看完这部影片后,我不愿记住它;它的孤独诉说着普遍的孤独,所有那些充满失落潜能和逝者记忆的房间。
Michel Foucault in a room full of reflections.
“Michel,” from “The Only Face.”
“米歇尔”,选自《唯一的脸》
A hand resting on a bare chest.
“The friend,” from “The Only Face.”
“朋友”,选自《唯一的脸》

So it was with some trepidation, but also curiosity and not a little excitement, that I began looking at the volumes of Guibert’s photographs that were published recently, in elegant editions, by the Magic Hour Press. “The Only Face” is a version of the catalogue for a show that Guibert had in Paris, in 1984. The images are in black-and-white, and are romantic in a way that reminds one almost immediately of the photographer Duane Michals, another artist who worked with image and text. In the introduction to the original catalogue, Guibert wrote:

因此,当我开始翻阅魔幻时刻出版社(Magic Hour Press)最近以精美版本出版的吉贝尔摄影集时,心中既有些忐忑,也充满好奇和不少兴奋。《唯一的面孔》是吉贝尔1984年在巴黎举办的一场展览图录的版本。这些黑白影像充满浪漫气息,几乎立刻让人联想到摄影师杜安·迈克尔斯(Duane Michals),另一位同时运用图像与文字创作的艺术家。在原版图录的导言中,吉贝尔写道:

In writing, I have no brakes, no scruples, because I’m the only one, essentially, who’s at play (the others are relegated, as abstractions, to initials), whereas in photography, there are other people’s bodies, parents, friends, and I’m always a little apprehensive: aren’t I betraying them by turning them into visual objects in this way? That question, fortunately, is quickly dispelled by a second notion: that by revealing familiar bodies, beloved bodies, to strangers, bystanders who would quite possibly be indifferent (I can also imagine them being complicit), I’m doing only one thing—and it’s an enormous thing, I think, which is, in the end, the purpose of all my work, of all of my creative pretensions: to bear witness to my love.

在写作中,我没有刹车,没有顾虑,因为本质上只有我自己在参与这场游戏(其他人被降格为抽象的首字母缩写),而在摄影中,有别人的身体——父母、朋友——我总是有些担忧:以这种方式把他们变成视觉对象,我是不是在背叛他们?幸运的是,这个问题很快被第二个念头驱散了:通过把熟悉的身体、所爱的身体展示给陌生人、那些很可能漠不关心的旁观者(我也可以想象他们是同谋),我所做的只有一件事——而我认为这是一件极其重大的事,归根结底,这是我所有作品、所有创作抱负的目的:为我的爱作证。
A man holding his two index fingers almost touching.
“The father,” from “The Only Face.”
“父亲”,选自《唯一的脸》

Love doesn’t necessarily make a good photograph, but the photographer’s interest, and the intelligence and imagination behind it, can contribute to the making of a picture that interests us. It’s important to remember that Guibert was a very young man when he was taking these photographs, because sometimes the romanticism of his vision draws out a kind of artificiality that feels distinctly Gallic in its love of surface beauty; one longs to go deeper, to be allowed to go deeper, into the image.

爱不一定能成就一张好照片,但摄影师的兴趣,以及其背后的智识和想象力,可以促成一张让我们感兴趣的照片。需要记住的是,吉贝尔拍摄这些照片时非常年轻,因为有时他视野中的浪漫主义会引出一种明显带有法国气质的人工感——对表面美的迷恋;让人渴望走得更深,渴望被允许走得更深,进入影像内部。
A person with their head on a desk with smoke coming in through window.
“Sienna,” from “The Only Face.”
“西耶娜”,选自《唯一的脸》

The photographs are titled—“The mother,” “The father,” and so on—and the dominant visual theme in the work is the photographer’s fascination with the play of light in black-and-white. Too often Guibert goes for mood, as in “The fiancé” and “Sienna.” In the former, we see a figure shot from the front, draped in tulle. At first it’s not clear what sex the person is, but, looking closer, you can make out black hair across his chest. It’s a self-conscious study in texture, the kind of Photography 101 assignment you’re proud of yourself for having carried to completion, but Guibert’s lyricism topples over into kitsch in “Sienna.” In that picture, we see light pouring through a window. There’s smoke in the light. Is it cigarette smoke, or angels’ breath? A thin, shirtless figure sits in a chair with arms and head bent over a table. Again, it’s not a photograph but an image about photography, and Guibert’s too-romantic love of it.

这些照片都有标题——“母亲”“父亲”等等——作品的主导视觉主题是摄影师对黑白光影变幻的迷恋。吉贝尔过于频繁地追求氛围,如《未婚夫》和《锡耶纳》。在前者中,我们看到一个正面拍摄的人物,披着薄纱。起初看不出这个人的性别,但仔细看,能辨认出他胸前的黑色毛发。这是一幅自觉的质感研究,那种你为自己完成了一项“摄影入门”作业而感到自豪的作品,但在《锡耶纳》中,吉贝尔的抒情性倾覆成了媚俗。在那张照片里,我们看到光从窗户倾泻而入。光中有烟。是香烟的烟雾,还是天使的气息?一个瘦削的、赤裸上身的人坐在椅子上,双臂和头伏在桌面上。同样,这不是一张照片,而是一幅关于摄影的影像,以及吉贝尔对它过于浪漫的爱。

Guibert’s love of Michals-influenced gay narrative also plays out in a piece called “The friend.” A white male hand rests on a broad, darker-skinned chest. That is all we see, in medium closeup, and the contrasts are obvious—light and dark, older and younger—but the picture stops there; what we are meant to register is not so much the bodies, their stories, as the photographer in the act of becoming one. (Helmut Newton is another influence. In Guibert’s portrait “Agathe,” a wavy-haired young woman looks out at us, her open jacket exposing her small breasts.)

吉贝尔对受迈克尔斯影响的同性恋叙事的喜爱,也体现在一件名为《朋友》的作品中。一只白人男性的手放在一片宽阔的、肤色较深的胸膛上。中近景中我们只看到这些,对比显而易见——明与暗、年长与年轻——但画面到此为止;我们要领会的与其说是这些身体及其故事,不如说是摄影师正在成为摄影师的那个过程。(赫尔穆特·牛顿(Helmut Newton)是另一个影响来源。在吉贝尔的肖像《阿加特》中,一个卷发的年轻女子望向我们,敞开的夹克露出她小巧的乳房。)
A woman laying down on a bench.
“Isabelle,” from “The Only Face.”
“伊莎贝尔”,选自《唯一的脸》
A woman with her shirt open exposing her breasts.
“Agathe,” from “The Only Face.”
“阿加特”,选自《唯一的脸》

Sometimes, though, Guibert is helped by a subject who works with him to make an emotionally legible picture that succeeds graphically as well. I don’t think I’ll soon forget his terrific portrait “Isabelle,” in which we see Adjani lying on a bench, her face turned to the camera. She wears a light-colored garment; her right arm rests on her belly. Adjani’s dark hair, the openness of her gaze, feels less like a study in grays and blacks than like a photograph about stillness. You can see how in their time together, the time it took to take this picture, Guibert was able to move past his love of the art of photography to the point of understanding it as an instrument of connection.

不过,有时吉贝尔会得到拍摄对象的配合,共同完成一张情感清晰、同时在视觉构成上也成功的照片。我想我不会很快忘记他那幅出色的肖像《伊莎贝尔》:阿佳妮躺在长椅上,脸转向镜头。她穿着浅色衣物,右臂放在腹部。阿佳妮的深色头发、她坦率的目光,与其说是一幅灰与黑的研究,不如说是一张关于静默的照片。你可以看到,在他们共处的那段时间里——拍下这张照片所需的时间——吉贝尔得以超越他对摄影艺术的热爱,进而理解摄影是一种连接的工具。
Two elderly women reflected in a bathroom mirror.
From “Suzanne and Louise.”
选自《苏珊与露易丝》
An elderly woman with long hair.
From “Suzanne and Louise.”
选自《苏珊与露易丝》

Like Adjani, the subjects of Guibert’s brilliant book “Suzanne and Louise” are so extraordinary that you can’t look away from them, and neither can the artist. Guibert called this book, originally published in France in 1980 and now available in English for the first time, a photo-novel, and that’s fine, but the category seems too limiting for what “Suzanne and Louise” is: a work as great as Jean Genet’s “The Maids,” and just as chilling. We’re in another black-and-white world, this time in a hôtel particulier in the Fifteenth Arrondissement, where two sisters, Suzanne and Louise, have lived for more than forty years. The fairly reclusive ladies, Guibert’s great-aunts, have had different lives: Louise was a Carmelite nun until she was convinced to leave the order by Suzanne, a widow who was once married to a pharmacist. Suzanne has money, and Louise does not. They share a dog named Whysky, and a marriage of sorts: Suzanne is the dominant figure, and Louise her poor relation who waits on her. The prose in the book is written from the inside; when Guibert was a child, he and his family made weekly visits to these sisters, who ultimately fascinated him enough that he was able to sidestep his overly aestheticized sensibility and let these singular beings speak and act and be in ways that are constantly startling and new. “Five years ago, I proposed to my great-aunts that I make a film about them; I had started writing a script, but their refusals were so categorical that I lost of [sic] all hope of ever making it,” Guibert writes. He was able to take photographs, though, and, as the contact sheets piled up, he decided to print some of the images, “just to see, to show them.” In a book of astonishing acts of intimacy, the most revealing is in a series of pictures that Guibert shot of Louise taking down her hair—her “most intimate thing.” Long ago, a woman would send a missed loved one a photograph of herself taking her hair down. In this case, Louise’s washing of her long gray tresses is less an erotic image than an act of self-dramatization in the theatre of being. It’s not a statement so much as a reckoning, a way of showing love to the young relative behind the camera who refuses to let these women not be in the world and then leave it, forgotten. ♦

和阿佳妮一样,吉贝尔那本精彩的书《苏珊娜与路易丝》中的拍摄对象如此非凡,让人无法移开视线,艺术家本人也同样无法。吉贝尔将这本书——1980年在法国首次出版,如今首次推出英文版——称为“照片小说”,这没问题,但这个类别对于《苏珊娜与路易丝》的本质来说太过局限了:这是一部堪与让·热内(Jean Genet)的《女仆》比肩的作品,同样令人不寒而栗。我们进入了另一个黑白世界,这一次是在第十五区的一座私人府邸中,苏珊娜和路易丝两姐妹在这里生活了四十多年。这两位相当深居简出的女士是吉贝尔的姑婆,她们的人生截然不同:路易丝曾是一名加尔默罗会修女,直到被苏珊娜说服离开修会;苏珊娜是寡妇,曾嫁给一位药剂师。苏珊娜有钱,路易丝没有。她们共同养了一条名叫“威士忌”的狗,也共同维系着某种婚姻般的关系:苏珊娜是主导者,路易丝则是侍奉她的穷亲戚。书中的文字是从内部写就的;吉贝尔小时候,他和家人每周都会去看望这对姐妹,她们最终令他如此着迷,以至于他得以绕开自己过度审美化的感受力,让这些独特的人物以不断令人惊异和新颖的方式说话、行动、存在。“五年前,我向姑婆们提议为她们拍一部电影;我已经开始写剧本,但她们的拒绝如此断然,以至于我失去了(原文如此)拍摄它的所有希望,”吉贝尔写道。不过,他得以拍摄照片,随着接触印样越积越多,他决定印出其中一些影像,“只是想看看,给她们看看。”在这本充满惊人亲密行为的书中,最具揭示性的是一组吉贝尔拍摄的路易丝放下头发的照片——那是她“最私密的东西”。很久以前,一个女人会把自己放下头发的照片寄给思念的爱人。在这里,路易丝清洗她长长的灰发的画面,与其说是一幅情色影像,不如说是在存在的剧场中一次自我戏剧化的行为。它与其说是一种声明,不如说是一次清算,一种向镜头后那位年轻亲属示爱的方式——这位亲属拒绝让这些女人无声无息地存在于世,然后被遗忘地离去。
Two women in a Parisian window.
From “Suzanne and Louise.”
选自《苏珊与露易丝》

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