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Phoebe Bridgers Comes Back to Earth

菲比·布里杰斯重返人间
The indie artist’s new album, “Lost Weekend,” is a document of both rupture and redemption.
这位独立音乐人的新专辑《迷失周末》,是一份关于破裂与救赎的记录。
Phoebe Bridgers in hoodie in blue night landscape
Photograph by Olof Grind

Phoebe Bridgers has a filmmaker’s eye for a cold open. Sometimes her songs disorient from the jump, dropping you into an alien landscape or the middle of an argument. Other times she draws you in with a dreamy establishing shot—and then snaps it into sharp, unsparing focus. “I was the belle of the Governor’s Ball,” begins one song on her new album, “Lost Weekend.” Then she continues, in her usual hushed head voice: “Hiding in the bathroom like Shelley Duvall.” The reference to the climactic scene in “The Shining,” delivered delicately over a lullaby in waltz time, comes off as both foreboding and gently self-mocking. For a certain type of person, having a terrible time at a party can feel like being pursued by an axe murderer.

菲比·布里杰斯(Phoebe Bridgers)对冷开场有着电影导演般的眼光。有时她的歌一上来就让人晕头转向,把你丢进一片陌生的风景或一场争吵的中间。有时她又用梦幻的定场镜头把你拉进来——然后猛地一切,变成锐利而毫不留情的特写。“我是州长舞会上的美人,”她的新专辑《迷失周末》中有一首歌这样开头。接着她用惯常的气声头腔继续唱道:“像谢莉·杜瓦尔(Shelley Duvall)一样躲在洗手间里。”这个指向《闪灵》高潮场景的引用,在华尔兹节拍的摇篮曲旋律中轻柔地唱出,既透着不祥,又带着温和的自嘲。对某一类人来说,在派对上度过一段糟糕的时光,感觉就像被一个持斧杀手追杀。

These kinds of seemingly effortless lines, lines that take a small shard of experience and hold it up to the light, offer some clues as to how the thirty-one-year-old Bridgers earned her reputation as one of her generation’s standout songwriters. Over the past decade, across three solo albums and a raft of collaborative projects, she has honed one of the most distinctive songwriting voices in indie rock today—wryly observational, ruthlessly introspective, downcast but never wallowing. Her 2020 album, “Punisher,” featured her sharpest songs yet, and it arrived at the perfect time. Depression—its little humiliations and stretches of nullity, but also the unexpected flashes of insight it can produce—is Bridgers’s chief subject. The stride she made on “Punisher” was to telescope her songs’ depression outward, transforming it from a state of isolation to, paradoxically, a state of receptivity to the world outside. That first pandemic summer, songs such as “Chinese Satellite” and “I Know the End” captured something about the texture of life in lockdown, the combination of stultifying routine and longing for a wider ambit of experience.

这些看似毫不费力的歌词——拾起经验的一小块碎片,举到光下细细端详——多少解释了三十一岁的布里杰斯如何赢得她这一代最杰出唱作人之一的声誉。过去十年间,跨越三张个人专辑和一系列合作项目,她打磨出了当今独立摇滚中最具辨识度的创作声音之一——冷眼旁观,无情自省,消沉却从不沉溺。她2020年的专辑《惩罚者》(Punisher)收录了她迄今最锋利的作品,而且来得正是时候。抑郁——它带来的小小屈辱和漫长的虚无,以及它偶尔催生的意外洞见——是布里杰斯的首要主题。她在《惩罚者》中迈出的一步,是把歌曲中的抑郁向外投射,将它从一种孤立状态,悖论般地转化为一种对外部世界的敞开状态。在那个疫情初起的夏天,《中国卫星》(Chinese Satellite)和《我知道结局》(I Know the End)这样的歌,捕捉到了封锁生活的某种质地——令人窒息的日常惯例与对更广阔体验的渴望交织在一起。

“Punisher” was a star-making album for Bridgers. In the years since, though, she has kept a lower profile, pouring much of her energy into collaborative projects, including boygenius, her band with the singer-songwriters Julien Baker and Lucy Dacus. Life happened: She was reportedly engaged to the actor Paul Mescal, and then she was not; in late 2022, her father, the subject of some of her most brutally ambivalent songs, died. Sometime around then, she began dating the musical comedian Bo Burnham. Meanwhile, her work has become a stylistic reference point for a younger generation of artists in the increasingly hazy middle zone between indie music and chart pop. In Olivia Rodrigo’s tragicomic abjection, in Audrey Hobert’s neurotically self-undercutting lyrics, in just about everything on the slick surface of Gracie Abrams’s studiously crafted pop product, Bridgers is a presiding spirit.

《惩罚者》是布里杰斯的成名之作。然而此后几年,她一直保持低调,把大量精力投入合作项目,包括她与唱作人朱利安·贝克(Julien Baker)和露西·达克斯(Lucy Dacus)组成的乐队boygenius。生活也在继续:据报道她曾与演员保罗·麦斯卡(Paul Mescal)订婚,后来不了了之;2022年底,她的父亲去世了——他是她一些最残酷而矛盾的作品的主题。大约在那前后,她开始与音乐喜剧演员博·伯纳姆(Bo Burnham)约会。与此同时,她的作品已经成为更年轻一代艺术家的风格参照点,这些艺术家活跃在独立音乐与榜单流行之间日益模糊的中间地带。在奥利维亚·罗德里戈(Olivia Rodrigo)的悲喜剧式自贬中,在奥黛丽·霍伯特(Audrey Hobert)神经质般自我拆台的歌词里,在格雷西·艾布拉姆斯(Gracie Abrams)精心打磨的流行产品那光滑表面的几乎每一处,布里杰斯都是一个主导性的灵魂。

“Lost Weekend” announces itself as a return from time spent in the wilderness. “WIFE IS HOME FROM WAR,” read one typically parasocial fan comment on a promotional Instagram post. “Lemme up my medication in advance,” read another—Bridgers’s fans like to joke about the emotionally devastating effect of her music. Yet the album begins not with catharsis but with dissociation. On the opening track, “The Outside,” Bridgers sings through a vocoder, multiplying her voice into a metallic swarm. From this alien-drone perspective, she narrates two scenes: in the first verse, her father’s funeral; in the second, performing onstage. The song is about not being able to inhabit either experience fully. “I am on the outside, watching,” goes the uncharacteristically laconic chorus, as the vocoder drops away.

《迷失周末》宣告自己是从荒野时光中的归来。“妻子从战场上回家了,”一条典型的准社交粉丝评论写在一张宣传Instagram帖子上。“让我提前把药量加上去,”另一条写道——布里杰斯的粉丝喜欢拿她音乐的情感杀伤力开玩笑。然而这张专辑的开场不是宣泄,而是解离。在开场曲《外面》(The Outside)中,布里杰斯通过声码器演唱,将自己的声音复制成一片金属质感的蜂群。从这个外星无人机般的视角,她叙述了两个场景:第一段主歌是父亲的葬礼;第二段是舞台上的表演。这首歌讲的是无法完全置身于任何一种体验之中。“我在外面,看着,”副歌异常简洁地唱道,声码器随之褪去。

Bridgers’s great trick, though, is to set these two experiences against one another as a diptych. A “fist through the drywall” in the first verse glances off a “fist in the air” in the second; “I’ll watch him get carried away,” already suggestive of both a funeral procession and a violent outburst, is answered in the second verse with “Ohio, carry me away.” This is an image of crowd-surfing, but it is also a nod to a song by Sun Kil Moon, a formative influence on Bridgers whose creator, Mark Kozelek, has himself been known to fly into nasty tirades in public. (Separately, Kozelek has been accused of sexual misconduct by several women. He denies all allegations of wrongdoing.) Zoning out and leaving your body starts to look less like a defense mechanism and more like a poetic device for revealing hidden patterns of experience. Dissociation becomes its opposite: a kind of imaginative association.

不过,布里杰斯的高明之处在于把这两种体验并置为一幅双联画。第一段主歌中“一拳穿过石膏板”与第二段中“拳头举向空中”相互映照;“我会看着他被带走”——既暗示葬礼队伍,也暗示暴力爆发——在第二段主歌中得到了回应:“俄亥俄,带我走吧。”这是一个关于人群冲浪的画面,但同时也是对Sun Kil Moon一首歌的致意——这个乐队对布里杰斯有深远影响,其主创马克·科泽莱克(Mark Kozelek)本人就以在公开场合突然爆发出恶毒的长篇怒骂而闻名。(另外,科泽莱克曾被多名女性指控性行为不端。他否认所有不当行为的指控。)灵魂出窍、神游天外,开始看起来不像是一种防御机制,而更像是一种揭示经验中隐藏模式的诗歌手法。解离变成了它的反面:一种想象性的联结。

In an early interview, Bridgers mentioned wanting to be “one of those artists that . . . could release an electronic record or a country record next, and nobody would be surprised.” Some eight years later, no one would exactly describe her in those terms. Her first two albums have distinct sonic identities, but the songs sometimes bleed into one another. She has a finely tuned ear for melody, but she is not a writer of earworms; her melodies tend to follow the lateral, associative chain of her lyrics. They take hold after repeat listens. Listening to her music again and again, in fact, is the key to seeing the larger shape of her ambition. Bridgers is not a serial self-reinventor like David Bowie or even Joni Mitchell—she is a polisher and a honer. She is the kind of artist who seems to have two or three basic musical templates for songs and is constantly creating new versions of them. (The clearest-cut case is boygenius’s “Letter to An Old Poet,” which interpolates and updates the earlier “Me & My Dog,” Bridgers’s signature song on the band’s first album.)

在一次早期采访中,布里杰斯提到她想成为“那种……下一张可以发一张电子专辑或乡村专辑,而没人会感到惊讶的艺术家”。大约八年后,没有人会完全用这样的词来形容她。她的前两张专辑有着各自鲜明的音响特征,但歌曲之间有时会彼此模糊。她对旋律有着精细的听觉,但她不是那种写洗脑神曲的作者;她的旋律倾向于跟随歌词横向的、联想式的链条。它们需要反复聆听才能抓住你。事实上,一遍又一遍地听她的音乐,是看清她更大野心的关键。布里杰斯不是像大卫·鲍伊(David Bowie)甚至琼尼·米切尔(Joni Mitchell)那样不断自我重塑的人——她是一个打磨者和精炼者。她是那种似乎只有两三个基本音乐模板,却不断创造新版本的艺术家。(最明显的例子是boygenius的《致一位老诗人的信》(Letter to An Old Poet),它嵌入并更新了早期的《我和我的狗》(Me & My Dog)——布里杰斯在乐队首张专辑中的标志性歌曲。)

“Lost Weekend” is the first Bridgers album to take full advantage of her music’s extreme consistency. It is also the most cohesive and sonically immersive of her records, thanks to her intricate co-production with her usual collaborators Tony Berg and Ethan Gruska, along with the newcomers Jack Antonoff and Alex G. A crowded room of guests fills out the sound; some even briefly steal the show, as in the poignant harmony vocals by one “Son-John Johnson,” which can only be a pseudonym for the wobbly-voiced indie-rock singer Cameron Winter. The atmosphere of the album is not too far off from the soft-focus glow of “Punisher,” but some of the dials are cranked way up: Bridgers has said that she’s been listening to a lot of ambient music, and it shows. Dreamy interludes pad the space between tracks with humming synths and strings; sometimes songs dissolve into floating mood pieces, anchored by a drone or loop. If you give “Lost Weekend” the right kind of attention, you might get the sense that it does not consist of individual songs so much as a vast nebula of sound, from which fragments of music flash out, and into which they eventually subside. Appropriately, leading up to the album’s release, Bridgers organized special listening sessions in planetariums.

《迷失周末》是布里杰斯第一张充分利用她音乐极端一致性的专辑。这也是她所有唱片中最具凝聚力和声音沉浸感的一张,得益于她与长期合作者托尼·伯格(Tony Berg)和伊桑·格鲁斯卡(Ethan Gruska),以及新加入的杰克·安东诺夫(Jack Antonoff)和亚历克斯·G(Alex G)共同完成的精细制作。一屋子拥挤的嘉宾充实了声音;有些甚至短暂地抢走了风头,比如一位“孙约翰·约翰逊”(Son-John Johnson)贡献的动人和谐和声——这只能是嗓音颤抖的独立摇滚歌手卡梅伦·温特(Cameron Winter)的化名。专辑的氛围与《惩罚者》的柔焦光晕相差不远,但有些旋钮被拧到了最大:布里杰斯说她最近听了大量氛围音乐,这一点很明显。梦幻的间奏用嗡鸣的合成器和弦乐填充曲目之间的空间;有时歌曲溶解为漂浮的情绪小品,锚定在一个持续音或循环上。如果你以恰当的方式专注聆听《迷失周末》,你可能会觉得它不是由一首首独立的歌曲组成,而是一片巨大的声音星云,音乐的碎片从中闪现,最终又沉入其中。恰如其分的是,在专辑发行前,布里杰斯在天文馆组织了特别的试听会。

Figures go down into the cosmic foam, only to turn up later in different forms. “Lost Boys,” the album’s first single, gathers a whirl of images of prolonged adolescence: speeding motorcycles, violent tantrums, twin beds. Each verse seems to address a potentially different “you,” or perhaps a composite person who comes off as a charming but exasperating man-child. But then the triumphant final chorus embraces every possible nettlesome “you” at once: “Lost boys / Come find me / Yeah!” It’s an incredible moment of rock-and-roll reconciliation, on par with the climactic “You are forgiven!” in the Who’s “A Quick One, While He’s Away.”

人物沉入宇宙的泡沫,之后又以不同的形态重新浮现。《迷失男孩》(Lost Boys)是专辑的首支单曲,汇集了一连串关于延长青春期的意象:飞驰的摩托车、暴烈的发脾气、单人床。每一段主歌似乎都在对一个可能不同的“你”说话,或者是一个复合的人物——一个迷人却令人恼火的巨婴。但随后胜利般的最终副歌同时拥抱了每一个可能令人头疼的“你”:“迷失的男孩们/来找我吧/耶!”这是摇滚乐中和解的非凡时刻,堪比谁人乐队(The Who)《趁他不在,来首快的》(A Quick One, While He's Away)中高潮处的“你被原谅了!”

Redemption feels just around the corner throughout “Lost Weekend.” This, too, is something new in Bridgers’s catalogue. “This could be the end of wanting,” she sings on “Bobby,” the album’s most raucous track, which is also a tender love song. “Thank you for everything,” she sings at the end of “Still Standing,” which up to that point has been an unsparing catalogue of traumatic memory fragments. But the most potent redemption on the record is enacted musically. Two melodic themes recur throughout the album: a lilting wordless “ooh,” part waltz and part dirge, and a more energetic fanfare. Each gets elaborated across several songs, gathers associations along the way, and finds its ultimate expression in the final two tracks. In “As Above,” the fanfare gains words, seeming to herald the future: Bridgers sings, at the very top of her range, and in full chest voice for once, “You don’t have to believe in magic / Leave it to me and I’ll make it happen.” At the end of the final song, “Lost Weekend (Reprise),” the waltz theme whirls in one more time to send off the past. It’s less a final resolution than an acknowledgment that things keep moving. The stars wink out on the screen, but you can still feel the sky spinning. ♦

在《迷失周末》整张专辑中,救赎似乎就在拐角处。这在布里杰斯的作品目录中也是新的东西。“这可能是渴望的终结,”她在《博比》(Bobby)中唱道——这是专辑中最喧闹的一首,同时也是一首温柔的情歌。“谢谢你的一切,”她在《依然站立》(Still Standing)的结尾唱道,而在此之前,这首歌一直是对创伤记忆碎片毫不留情的罗列。但这张唱片上最有力的救赎是通过音乐本身实现的。两个旋律主题贯穿整张专辑:一个轻快无词的“哦”,半是华尔兹半是挽歌;另一个是更有活力的号角声。每一个都在多首歌曲中得到展开,沿途积累联想,并在最后两首曲目中找到终极表达。在《如其在上》(As Above)中,号角声获得了歌词,似乎在宣告未来:布里杰斯唱道——用她音域的最高处,而且难得地用了全胸声——“你不必相信魔法/交给我,我会让它发生。”在最后一首歌《迷失周末(重奏)》(Lost Weekend (Reprise))的结尾,华尔兹主题再次旋转而来,送别过去。这与其说是一个最终的解决,不如说是一种承认:一切仍在继续。星星在屏幕上熄灭,但你仍能感觉到天空在旋转。 ♦

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