Letter from Tennessee

One Man’s Quest to Fix Every Deadly Guardrail

一人之力,修正全美致命护栏
In 2016, Steve Eimers’s daughter died when she hit a defective guardrail. Then he learned that the country was full of them.
2016年,史蒂夫·艾默斯的女儿撞上了一个有缺陷的护栏,不幸身亡。随后他发现,这样的护栏遍布全美。
A person next to a guardrail.
Photographs by Gabriel McCurdy for The New Yorker

Steve Eimers met Melissa Falk at Bethel Baptist Christian Academy, in upstate New York, when she was a senior and he was a junior transfer student. Steve, the son of a local preacher, bet a classmate that he’d be dating Melissa by Christmas; to expedite the process, he superglued his hand to hers in class. He lost the bet, but still managed to win her over. They married in 1996. Their first child, Hannah, arrived three years later. She had her father’s blue eyes, and, as she grew up, his sympathy for outcasts and his love of J. R. R. Tolkien became hers, too.

史蒂夫·艾默斯(Steve Eimers)在纽约上州的伯特利浸信会基督教学院认识了梅丽莎·福尔克(Melissa Falk),当时她是高三学生,他是转学来的高二生。史蒂夫是当地一位牧师的儿子,他跟同学打赌,说会在圣诞节前和梅丽莎约会;为了加快进度,他在课堂上用强力胶把自己的手和她的手粘在了一起。他赌输了,但还是成功赢得了她的芳心。两人于1996年结婚。三年后,他们的第一个孩子汉娜(Hannah)出生了。她继承了父亲的蓝眼睛,长大后,父亲对边缘人的同情和对J.R.R.托尔金的热爱,也成了她的。

Steve and Melissa homeschooled Hannah. They had moved to eastern Tennessee in 2001, for lower taxes and more land. Steve started a window-washing business, and they began acquiring goats and chickens. Soon, they had two more children. Steve had always imagined that he’d adopt one day, and, when their kids were growing up, he travelled to Eastern Europe with their church to donate supplies to orphanages. In 2007, he and Melissa went to Ukraine, where they met children who, he said, “were going to get trafficked or conscripted—who had no chance.” The couple came back with three boys. They had another biological son a few years later. That made seven. Steve thought that was plenty, but, in 2013, he and Melissa heard about a pair of siblings in northern Tennessee, ages nine and thirteen, whose parents were opioid addicts, and so the family took them in, too. Then, in 2016, a friend of Hannah’s accidentally became pregnant, and Melissa gave Steve a familiar look. “We were in our early forties,” he told me. “We were tired. But Hannah said they were talking about termination.” They decided to adopt the baby. That made ten.

史蒂夫和梅丽莎在家教育汉娜。他们于2001年搬到了田纳西州东部,为了更低的税收和更多的土地。史蒂夫开了一家窗户清洗公司,他们开始养山羊和鸡。很快,他们又有了两个孩子。史蒂夫一直设想自己有一天会领养孩子,当他们的孩子渐渐长大时,他随教会前往东欧,向孤儿院捐赠物资。2007年,他和梅丽莎去了乌克兰,在那里遇到了一些孩子,用他的话说,这些孩子“要么会被贩卖,要么会被征召入伍——他们毫无机会。”这对夫妇带回了三个男孩。几年后,他们又有了一个亲生儿子。这样就有了七个孩子。史蒂夫觉得已经够多了,但在2013年,他和梅丽莎听说田纳西州北部有一对兄妹,一个九岁,一个十三岁,父母都是阿片类药物成瘾者,于是他们家又收留了他们。然后,到了2016年,汉娜的一个朋友意外怀孕了,梅丽莎给了史蒂夫一个他再熟悉不过的眼神。“我们都四十出头了,”他告诉我,“我们很累。但汉娜说他们在考虑终止妊娠。”他们决定收养这个孩子。这样就有了十个孩子。

The Eimers bunch enjoyed playing Uno—the Ukrainian boys learned the game before they understood English—and walking to local waterfalls together. Hannah was a generous older sister. She’d contributed to the cost of her siblings’ adoptions by putting on magic shows, and, once they arrived, gave up her own bedroom. She was bright, curious, cheerful, and easily fixated on unusual things, another quality she shared with her dad. “She’d sing at the top of her lungs in Walmart to test societal norms,” Steve told me. She trawled thrift stores and worked at the mall as an Easter bunny. By twelve, she was reading Tolstoy. By fifteen, she’d matriculated at a local community college. The summer after her freshman year, she interned on the set of a Burt Reynolds film. She wanted to work in costume design one day.

艾默斯一大家子喜欢玩乌诺牌——那几个乌克兰男孩在听懂英语之前就学会了这个游戏——还喜欢一起步行去当地的瀑布。汉娜是个慷慨的大姐姐。她曾通过表演魔术来补贴兄弟姐妹的收养费用,等他们来了之后,她又让出了自己的卧室。她聪明、好奇、开朗,而且很容易对不寻常的事物着迷,这是她和父亲共有的另一个特质。“她会在沃尔玛里放声高歌,来测试社会规范,”史蒂夫告诉我。她逛遍二手店,还在商场里扮过复活节兔子。十二岁时,她就开始读托尔斯泰。十五岁时,她已被当地一所社区大学录取。大一结束后的那个夏天,她在一部伯特·雷诺兹(Burt Reynolds)的电影片场实习。她希望将来能从事服装设计工作。

Melissa remembers watching Hannah dress up for a party on Halloween in 2016. She was going as an obscure character from a live-action role-playing game. Hannah had told her parents that the party was in Athens, and at first they had assumed she meant Athens, Tennessee, about forty minutes away. But the party was actually in Athens, Georgia: a four-hour drive. That night, Hannah and a friend set out in Hannah’s Volvo S80, a car her father had picked because it had a good safety rating. “I remember it like a snapshot,” Melissa told me. “Hannah putting on red lipstick and a white shirt, looking in the mirror across the hall. She was super chipper. It was a singsongy goodbye.”

梅丽莎记得2016年万圣节那天,看着汉娜为参加派对而打扮。她要扮演一个来自真人角色扮演游戏中的冷门角色。汉娜告诉父母派对在雅典举行,起初他们以为她说的是大约四十分钟车程外的田纳西州雅典市。但派对实际上是在佐治亚州的雅典市:四个小时的车程。那天晚上,汉娜和一个朋友开着她的沃尔沃S80出发了,这辆车是她父亲选的,因为它的安全评级很高。“我记得就像一张快照,”梅丽莎告诉我。“汉娜涂着红色口红,穿着白色衬衫,照着走廊对面的镜子。她当时兴高采烈。那是一个像唱歌一样的道别。”

In the early hours of November 1st, Hannah was driving home when her Volvo drifted off Interstate 75 and collided with a steel guardrail. She was sober and was going under the speed limit but was tired—she’d nodded off, apparently, as her friend slept in the passenger seat. Hannah’s car hit a safety feature known as a terminal end, a black-and-yellow-striped rectangular box at the end of the rail, designed to absorb kinetic energy. In a collision like this, the terminal end should give way and slide along the metal strip of the rail, slowing the car down and forcing the rail to curl up before it. Instead, this guardrail tore through the Volvo and cut Hannah’s body in half.

11月1日凌晨,汉娜开车回家时,她的沃尔沃偏离了75号州际公路,撞上了一个钢制护栏。她没有喝酒,车速也低于限速,但很疲惫——显然,当她的朋友在副驾驶座上睡觉时,她打瞌睡了。汉娜的车撞上了一个被称为“终端头”的安全装置,这是护栏末端一个黄黑相间的长方形盒子,设计用来吸收动能。在这种碰撞中,终端头应该会屈服,并沿着护栏的金属板条滑动,使汽车减速,并迫使护栏在其前方卷曲起来。然而,这个护栏却撕裂了沃尔沃,将汉娜的身体切成了两半。
A photograph on a table.
A photograph of Steve Eimers and his eldest daughter, Hannah. Hannah died in 2016, when a car she was driving collided with the end of a faulty guardrail.
一张史蒂夫·艾默斯与他长女汉娜的合影。汉娜于2016年去世,当时她驾驶的汽车撞上了一段有缺陷的护栏末端。

Steve was filling a coffee mug, preparing to go deer-hunting, when Hannah’s friend’s mother called to tell him there had been an accident. (The friend was unscathed.) When he reached the authorities, they said that no emergency transport had been dispatched to the scene. Steve understood that this meant there had been no doubt that Hannah was dead. He and Melissa got in their car and drove toward the crash site, but stopped midway. “I lay down in a Walmart parking lot,” Steve told me. “I couldn’t move. Our pastors came and picked us off the ground and took us home.” Eventually, Steve collected some of Hannah’s hair from the Volvo’s back seat. Months later, Tennessee’s Department of Transportation mailed the Eimers household a bill for three thousand dollars, asking Hannah to pay for the guardrail that killed her. (The agency eventually apologized, claiming that there had been “a mistake somewhere in processing.”)

史蒂夫正在往咖啡杯里倒咖啡,准备去猎鹿,这时汉娜朋友的母亲打电话告诉他发生了事故。(那位朋友毫发无伤。)当他联系到当局时,他们说没有派遣紧急运输工具到现场。史蒂夫明白,这意味着汉娜无疑已经死亡。他和梅丽莎上了车,朝事故现场开去,但中途停了下来。“我躺在一个沃尔玛的停车场里,”史蒂夫告诉我。“我动弹不得。我们的牧师赶来,把我们从地上扶起来,带回了家。”最终,史蒂夫从沃尔沃的后座上收集了一些汉娜的头发。几个月后,田纳西州交通部给艾默斯家寄去了一张三千美元的账单,要求汉娜支付撞坏护栏的费用。(该机构最终道了歉,声称“在处理过程中某个环节出了错”。)

One day not long after Hannah’s death, Steve Eimers felt an urge to look up “guardrail crashes” on the internet, and discovered hundreds of news stories about cases where people had been maimed or killed when striking them. He learned that what happened to Hannah occurred often enough that the guardrail world has a term for it: “spearing.” As he carried out more research, he also came to believe that the guardrail involved in Hannah’s crash was defective. In 2017, he filed a wrongful-death suit against Lindsay Corporation, the manufacturer of the rail, alleging that it did not follow federal and state guidelines for the design of guardrails, and that, because the company had failed to provide adequate instructions, the rail had been improperly installed. The suit was settled in 2022 for an undisclosed sum. (The settlement terms prohibit Eimers from discussing what was wrong with the rail involved in Hannah’s crash.) After that, Eimers shut down his window-washing business and began to focus full time on a new mission: preventing anyone else from dying the way Hannah did.

汉娜去世后不久的一天,史蒂夫·艾默斯突然有种冲动,想在网上搜索“护栏车祸”,结果发现了数百条新闻报道,都是关于人们撞上护栏后致残或死亡的案例。他了解到,发生在汉娜身上的事如此频繁,以至于护栏界对此有个术语:“穿刺”。随着他进行更多研究,他也开始相信,导致汉娜车祸的那个护栏是有缺陷的。2017年,他对该护栏的制造商林赛公司(Lindsay Corporation)提起了非正常死亡诉讼,指控该公司没有遵循联邦和州关于护栏设计的指导方针,并且由于公司未能提供充分的说明,导致护栏安装不当。该诉讼于2022年以未公开的金额和解。(和解条款禁止艾默斯讨论导致汉娜车祸的护栏具体有什么问题。)此后,艾默斯关闭了他的窗户清洗公司,开始全职投入一项新的使命:防止任何人再以汉娜的方式死去。

Eimers has since driven some forty thousand miles through twenty-five states to inspect guardrails. “I can identify types of guardrails from satellite view,” he told me. “It’s urban bushcraft.” He documents many of these inspections on his YouTube channel, best known by its handle, @TheGuardrailGuy, where he posts videos of himself roaming the country with calipers, a six-foot level, and an eye for backward bolts and loose cable anchors. The videos, which he broadcasts to some quarter of a million subscribers, have an endearingly unvarnished quality. In a typical one, Eimers might choke up; break down a complicated concept in physics; quote one of his favorite film protagonists, the bumbling shopping-mall security guard Paul Blart; or utter an adopted Southern colloquialism such as “dadgummit.”

自那以后,艾默斯驱车约四万英里,穿越二十五个州去检查护栏。“我能从卫星视图上识别护栏的类型,”他告诉我。“这是城市丛林技艺。”他在自己的YouTube频道(最广为人知的账号是@TheGuardrailGuy)上记录了许多此类检查,发布自己带着卡尺、一把六英尺长的水平尺,以及一双能发现装反的螺栓和松动的缆索锚具的眼睛,在全国各地奔走的视频。这些视频拥有约二十五万订阅者,具有一种不加修饰的可爱特质。在一个典型的视频里,艾默斯可能会哽咽;拆解一个复杂的物理概念;引用他最喜欢的电影主角之一、笨手笨脚的商场保安保罗·布拉特(Paul Blart)的话;或者蹦出一句他学来的南方口语,比如“真要命”。

Melissa is astounded that he has so many fans. She finds the minutiae of guardrails “extremely boring.” While she sleeps, Eimers stares at images of guardrails across the world, checking for fatal flaws. Faulty rails spring from his memory the way other people recall bad dates. He told me about a rusted-out guardrail in Townsend, Tennessee, with a mouse living inside of it that bit his finger, and a guardrail in rural Georgia from the fifties that was missing eighty-five bolts. He continued, “I once walked from Constitution Avenue to the White House and found that the five guardrails closest to the President were installed with random parts. They still are.”

梅丽莎对他有这么多粉丝感到震惊。她觉得护栏的细枝末节“极其无聊”。在她睡觉时,艾默斯会盯着世界各地护栏的图片,检查致命的缺陷。有问题的护栏从他记忆中浮现,就像别人回忆起糟糕的约会一样。他告诉我田纳西州汤森市一个锈蚀的护栏,里面住着一只老鼠,还咬了他的手指;还有佐治亚州农村一个五十年代的护栏,少了八十五个螺栓。他接着说:“我曾经从宪法大道走到白宫,发现离总统最近的五个护栏都是用随机零件安装的。现在还是这样。”

Based on his research, Eimers believes that there are about a thousand guardrail-related deaths each year in the U.S.—virtually all of them preventable—and tens of thousands of miles of dangerous guardrails presently on the country’s roads. He maintains an extensive archive of research, which includes a record of every time a President mentions guardrails (as Donald Trump did in 2018, when he remarked on a “sucker” guardrail: “I want to hire whoever their salesman is . . . that is the worst crap”). In what Eimers calls a “master impalement log,” he keeps lists of various kinds of crashes—crashes involving the brand that killed his daughter, crashes involving a rail installed upside down or backward, crashes involving celebrities. Also “oddities,” as when “a truck full of Pop-Tarts hits a guardrail days after the inventor of Pop-Tarts dies,” leaving Pop-Tarts “all over Interstate 640.” He uses this material to work the press. Jennifer Titus, a Tampa Bay TV reporter, has done dozens of stories with Eimers, and remembers the first call she got from him. “I had no clue what he was talking about,” she told me. “I said, ‘Look, can you just find me a dozen improperly installed guardrails on Florida roads?’ ” The next day, he sent her a list of seventy; Titus confirmed their dangers independently. “The state reinspected all the guardrails in Florida as a result of our inquiry,” she said. “He files as many open-record requests as I do.”

根据他的研究,艾默斯认为美国每年大约有一千起与护栏相关的死亡事故——几乎都是可以预防的——而且目前全国道路上有数万英里危险的护栏。他维护着一个庞大的研究档案,其中包括每次总统提到护栏的记录(就像唐纳德·特朗普在2018年做的那样,当时他评论一个“坑人”的护栏:“我想雇佣他们的那个销售员……那是最烂的垃圾”)。在艾默斯所谓的“主要穿刺日志”中,他记录了各种类型的事故——涉及害死他女儿那个品牌的事故,涉及倒置或反向安装的护栏的事故,涉及名人的事故。还有“奇闻异事”,比如“在Pop-Tarts发明者去世几天后,一辆装满Pop-Tarts的卡车撞上了护栏”,导致Pop-Tarts“撒满了640号州际公路”。他用这些材料来与媒体合作。坦帕湾电视台记者詹妮弗·泰特斯(Jennifer Titus)与艾默斯合作做过几十个报道,她记得接到他第一个电话时的情景。“我完全不知道他在说什么,”她告诉我。“我说,‘听着,你能不能在佛罗里达州的公路上给我找一打安装不当的护栏?’”第二天,他给她发了一份七十个的清单;泰特斯独立核实了这些危险。“由于我们的调查,该州重新检查了佛罗里达州所有的护栏,”她说。“他提交的公开记录申请和我一样多。”

“I know I’m not normal,” Eimers told me. “I’m one of those people who count ceiling tiles. My weird brain latched on to guardrails, and it won’t let go.” A guardrail-company executive recently told me, “Steve evolved from a grieving father to a vindictive-seeming father to a credible individual to the Erin Brockovich of the guardrail industry.” He went on, “He’s in the top ten per cent of the most knowledgeable people in the room at a meeting of guardrail experts.”

“我知道我不正常,”艾默斯告诉我。“我是那种会数天花板瓷砖的人。我那古怪的大脑缠上了护栏,而且不肯放手。”一位护栏公司的高管最近告诉我:“史蒂夫从一个悲伤的父亲,演变成一个看似心怀怨恨的父亲,再到一个可信的人,最后成了护栏行业的艾琳·布罗克维奇(Erin Brockovich)。”他接着说:“在护栏专家的会议上,他是房间里知识最渊博的前百分之十的人。”

On a Saturday in early March, I met Eimers on the shoulder of a four-lane highway outside Lenoir City, Tennessee, the town near Knoxville where he and his family live. Many of his neighbors were fishing for crappie. But for Eimers, who is fifty, it was a big day: he was going to meet his congressman, Tim Burchett, whom he’d been lobbying about guardrails since 2017. As I approached, Eimers, in jeans, a reflective vest, and a cap that read “Guardrail Guy,” was looking at a steel rail a few feet from the blacktop. The rail, he said, had been damaged by “reckless pounding.” He recalled Trump’s rhetoric about bureaucratic obstacles to solving relatively simple problems. “We have the President talking about ‘the speed of Trump’ and ‘we’re going to break down these walls,’ ” he said. “Well, break down these walls, for crying out loud!” Soon, Burchett pulled up in an oversized pickup with expired tags. He is a sixty-one-year-old MAGA conservative who lives on a farm and builds longboards from scrap wood. Wearing a suit, seemingly against his will, he offered Eimers a fist bump. “Hey, dude,” he said turning to me.

三月初的一个星期六,我在田纳西州勒诺城郊外一条四车道公路的路肩上见到了艾默斯,他和家人就住在这个靠近诺克斯维尔的小镇。他的许多邻居正在钓莓鲈鱼。但对五十岁的艾默斯来说,这是个大日子:他将见到他所在选区的国会议员蒂姆·伯切特(Tim Burchett),自2017年以来,他一直在就护栏问题游说伯切特。我走近时,穿着牛仔裤、反光背心,戴着一顶写着“护栏哥”帽子的艾默斯,正看着离柏油路几英尺远的一个钢制护栏。他说,这个护栏因“鲁莽的撞击”而损坏。他回忆起特朗普关于解决相对简单问题所面临的官僚障碍的言论。“总统在谈论‘特朗普速度’,‘我们要打破这些墙’,”他说。“那么,看在老天爷的份上,就打破这些墙吧!”很快,伯切特开着一辆牌照过期的大型皮卡停了下来。他是一位六十一岁的MAGA保守派,住在农场里,用废木料制作长板。他穿着一身西装,似乎并非自愿,向艾默斯伸出了拳头碰了碰。“嘿,哥们,”他转向我说。

To the casual observer, which is to say virtually everyone, a guardrail is just a long wavy strip of steel, about a foot wide, set thirty inches or so off the ground, which keeps a car from going off the road. But, in reality, guardrails are carefully calibrated systems of interlocking parts, every one of which is critical to its function. They rely on complex physics to insure that a car that hits the end of a guardrail doesn’t get impaled, and that a car that hits it from the side can’t crash through. Some guardrail injuries result from antiquated designs, or designs that manufacturers know to be dangerous. Others result from botched installation.

对于不经意的观察者,也就是几乎所有人来说,护栏不过是一条长长的波浪形钢带,大约一英尺宽,离地三十英寸左右,用来防止汽车冲出道路。但实际上,护栏是经过精心校准的、由互锁部件组成的系统,每一个部件对其功能都至关重要。它们依赖复杂的物理学原理,以确保撞到护栏末端的汽车不会被刺穿,而从侧面撞上的汽车不会冲过去。有些护栏伤害源于过时的设计,或是制造商明知危险的设计。另一些则源于拙劣的安装。

Eimers directed Burchett’s attention to the rail he had been looking at, and pointed out that it had a misshapen post, which had probably been damaged during installation. In a head-on crash, posts like these and their special bolt notches should release the rail, causing it to curl up like ribbon beside the vehicle. “I call this the LeBron James post, because when it’s hit, it has to flop over,” Eimers told Burchett, who stared silently. This one, Eimers went on, was unlikely to do that, because of the bludgeoning of the post and the placement of the bolts. Many guardrails, he added, are even more messed up. In 2022, Eimers bought a few thousand stickers with an arrow and the words “THIS SIDE UP” on them, which he then slapped on guardrails installed backward or upside down. He made a video of the stickers, which has been viewed sixteen million times; a major guardrail manufacturer, Valtir, subsequently produced an installation sticker of its own.

艾默斯引导伯切特注意他刚才看的那个护栏,并指出它有一根变形的立柱,很可能是在安装过程中损坏的。在正面碰撞中,这类立柱及其特殊的螺栓槽口应该会释放护栏,使其像丝带一样在车辆旁边卷曲起来。“我管这叫勒布朗·詹姆斯立柱,因为当它被撞时,必须应声倒地,”艾默斯对默默注视着的伯切特说。艾默斯接着说,这个护栏不太可能做到这一点,因为立柱被敲打过,螺栓的位置也不对。他补充说,许多护栏的情况更糟。2022年,艾默斯买了几千张贴纸,上面有一个箭头和“此面朝上”的字样,然后他把这些贴纸拍在了那些装反或倒置的护栏上。他制作了一个关于这些贴纸的视频,观看量达到一千六百万次;一家主要的护栏制造商Valtir随后也推出了自己的安装贴纸。
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Eimers wants the government to do more to encourage good corporate behavior. “They’ve abdicated their role to a guy from rural East Tennessee with ten kids, thirty chickens, and a bunch of goats,” he said. Burchett, who had previously been in the state legislature and now chairs DOGE’s congressional subcommittee, which examines the use and misuse of federal resources, said, “We hated the federal government for good reason. I hate it and I’m in it now. I hear you.” He told Eimers that he’d try to get a congressional hearing on the topic of guardrails.

艾默斯希望政府能采取更多措施鼓励良好的企业行为。“他们已经把自己的职责让渡给了田纳西州东部一个有着十个孩子、三十只鸡和一群山羊的家伙,”他说。伯切特此前在州议会任职,现在担任政府效率部(DOGE)的国会小组委员会主席,该委员会负责审查联邦资源的使用和滥用情况,他说:“我们讨厌联邦政府是有充分理由的。我现在身在其中,也讨厌它。我听到了。”他告诉艾默斯,他会努力争取就护栏问题举行一次国会听证会。

After the meeting, Eimers and I drove to his house, where I met Melissa, who was fixing sweet tea, and a few of their children. Then we walked around the back, to what the family calls Hannah’s Garden, a little pergola featuring painted references to some of her favorite things—Dorothy’s ruby-red pumps from “The Wizard of Oz,” the time machine from the TV show “Doctor Who”—alongside a typewriter and a ukulele. “There wasn’t a whole lot to bury,” Eimers said, before he turned away and began to cry.

会面结束后,艾默斯和我开车去了他家,在那里我见到了梅丽莎,她正在泡甜茶,还有他们的几个孩子。然后我们走到屋后,来到家人称之为“汉娜花园”的地方,那是一个小凉亭,上面画着一些她最喜欢的东西——比如《绿野仙踪》里多萝西的红宝石舞鞋,电视剧《神秘博士》里的时间机器——旁边还有一台打字机和一把尤克里里。“没有太多东西可以埋葬,”艾默斯说完,转过身去,哭了起来。

The term “highway” can be traced back to Old English, and originally referred to elevated Roman thoroughfares. In the U.S., the word came into circulation around the start of the twentieth century, to denote roads that were grander and more adaptable than rural post routes, which were maintained by the government, or the longer, privately funded thoroughfares known as “auto trails.” In 1921, the Federal Aid Highway Act gave the word an official definition, subjecting it to regulation. At that point, the country had some nine million touring cars, including the popular Ford Model T, which could reach a white-knuckling forty miles per hour. Road surfaces were disconcertingly variable—dirt was most common, but pebbles, bricks, and creosote-soaked wooden blocks were also used. There was no overarching plan connecting the states. As a later report put it, the Federal Aid Highway Act aimed to, at minimum, “get the farmer ‘out of the mud.’ ”

“highway”(公路)这个词可以追溯到古英语,最初指高架的罗马大道。在美国,这个词大约在二十世纪初开始流行,用来指代那些比政府维护的乡村邮路,或是被称为“汽车小径”的更长、由私人资助的大道更宏伟、适应性更强的道路。1921年,《联邦援助公路法》赋予了这个词官方定义,使其受到监管。那时,全国大约有九百万辆游览车,包括广受欢迎的福特T型车,其速度能达到令人紧张不已的每小时四十英里。路面状况差异大得令人不安——最常见的是土路,但也使用鹅卵石、砖块和浸过杂酚油的木块。没有一个连接各州的总体规划。正如后来一份报告所说,《联邦援助公路法》的目标,至少是“让农民‘走出泥泞’。”

Thirty-five years later, President Dwight Eisenhower signed another major highway act, which would create more than forty thousand miles of federal highway—still the largest public-works campaign in American history. As cars and roads multiplied, accidents began to pile up; by the mid-sixties, there were more than fifty thousand fatal highway accidents per year. The automobile industry downplayed the dangerous designs of vehicles and pointed to unsafe drivers instead. Many of the highway-safety features that we consider standard now were afterthoughts. “A lot of people felt you should not light highways—that it was distracting—and that a nice wide median was all you needed between opposing lanes,” Earl Swift, the author of “The Big Roads,” a history of America’s highways, told me. “So these things, like guardrails, came along piecemeal.”

三十五年后,德怀特·艾森豪威尔总统签署了另一项重要的公路法案,该法案将创建超过四万英里的联邦公路——这至今仍是美国历史上规模最大的公共工程。随着汽车和道路的增多,事故也开始堆积;到六十年代中期,每年有超过五万起致命的公路事故。汽车工业淡化了车辆的危险设计,转而指责不安全的驾驶员。我们现在认为标准的许多公路安全设施,在当时都是事后才想到的。“很多人觉得不应该给公路照明——那会分散注意力——而且认为在相对车道之间有一条宽阔的中央隔离带就足够了,”《大路》一书的作者厄尔·斯威夫特(Earl Swift)告诉我,这本书讲述了美国公路的历史。“所以这些东西,比如护栏,是零零碎碎地出现的。”

The earliest guardrails, constructed in the thirties and forties, basically resembled those of today. But their blunt ends, which did not release upon impact, were even more deadly. In 1932, as the Times noted, in one of many such stories, a sailor on furlough died when his Ford V8 Tudor “impaled itself” on a Nebraskan rail. Among the earliest proposed solutions was the turndown guardrail, which, instead of ending abruptly, gradually slopes downward into the ground.

最早的护栏建于三四十年代,外形与今天的护栏基本相似。但它们钝的末端在撞击时不会释放,因此更加致命。1932年,正如《纽约时报》在众多类似报道中提到的,一名休假的水手因他的福特V8都铎式轿车“自行穿刺”在内布拉斯加州的一个护栏上而身亡。最早提出的解决方案之一是下弯式护栏,它不是突然终止,而是逐渐向下倾斜入地面。

In March, Eimers and I visited Dean Sicking, a mechanical engineer and an inventor, who has contributed to almost every major guardrail innovation of the past four decades. Sicking, a bearded and bespectacled sixty-eight-year-old, lives with his wife in Birmingham, Alabama, in a large French-country-style house. Sitting in his kitchen, he remarked, dryly, that the turndown was “a brilliant idea, apart from one thing.” Where it had prevented the possibility of spearing, it introduced a new problem: the launch. “It’s like ‘The Dukes of Hazzard,’ ” Eimers explained.

三月,艾默斯和我拜访了迪安·西金(Dean Sicking),他是一位机械工程师兼发明家,过去四十年来几乎每一项重大的护栏创新都有他的贡献。西金六十八岁,留着胡子,戴着眼镜,和妻子住在阿拉巴马州伯明翰一栋宽敞的法式乡村风格的房子里。坐在厨房里,他冷淡地评论说,下弯式护栏是“一个绝妙的主意,除了一件事。”在它消除了穿刺可能性的地方,却引入了一个新问题:发射。“就像《正义前锋》里那样,”艾默斯解释道。

Sicking has designed and patented groundbreaking safety technologies for football (helmets), equestrian sports (helmets), and hockey (boards). In 2007, President George W. Bush honored him with the National Medal of Technology and Innovation, which hung on one of the walls in his kitchen. Guardrails have proved to be his greatest challenge. He began working on them in 1980, when he was a junior researcher at the Texas A&M Transportation Institute. Using data from General Motors, he started to predict accident rates, and came to believe that safety was a tractable problem. “Our basic philosophy was that running off the road shouldn’t carry a death sentence,” he said.

西金为橄榄球(头盔)、马术运动(头盔)和冰球(界墙)设计并获得了突破性的安全技术专利。2007年,乔治·W·布什总统授予他国家技术与创新奖章,这枚奖章就挂在他厨房的一面墙上。护栏被证明是他最大的挑战。他于1980年开始研究护栏,当时他是德克萨斯A&M交通研究所的一名初级研究员。利用通用汽车公司的数据,他开始预测事故率,并逐渐相信安全是一个可以解决的问题。“我们的基本理念是,冲出道路不应被判处死刑,”他说。
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Eimers has an endless interest in the minutiae of guardrails. “I can identify types of guardrails from satellite view,” he said. “It’s urban bushcraft.”
艾默斯对护栏的细枝末节有着无穷的兴趣。“我能从卫星图上辨认出护栏的类型,”他说,“这算是城市丛林生存技能。”

Today’s guardrails are designed to absorb or redirect collisions coming from angles of less than twenty-five degrees, as the overwhelming majority of guardrail crashes do. When a vehicle hits the face of the rail—the side you see when driving past—the rail should bend but not break, holding tension, like hockey boards or seat belts. This prevents the car from crashing through the rail—known as “gating”—or flying over it. Though turndown guardrails can still be found, most now begin and end with the rectangles of steel known as terminal ends. Their ability to absorb the energy of colliding cars—forcing rails to curl up, rather than spear—is the result of decades of clever engineering.

如今的护栏设计用于吸收或改变来自小于二十五度角的碰撞,绝大多数护栏碰撞事故都是如此。当车辆撞上护栏的正面——也就是你开车经过时看到的那一面——护栏应该弯曲但不断裂,保持张力,就像冰球界墙或安全带一样。这可以防止汽车冲破护栏——被称为“穿门而过”——或飞越护栏。虽然仍能找到下弯式护栏,但现在大多数护栏的起点和终点都是被称为终端头的钢制矩形体。它们吸收碰撞车辆能量的能力——迫使护栏卷曲,而不是穿刺——是数十年巧妙工程设计的成果。

Sicking’s inventions include the ET-2000, patented in 1989, a terminal end that would grab on to a colliding car to slow it down; the Sequential Kinking Terminal, from 1997, which used kinks or bends in the rail to help absorb an impact; and the Next Generation Terminal, the first design to prevent cars from breaching a rail when they hit it from a glancing angle. “Assuming installation isn’t fucked up,” he said.

西金的发明包括1989年获得专利的ET-2000,这是一种能抓住碰撞车辆以使其减速的终端头;1997年的顺序弯折终端头,它利用护栏上的弯折来帮助吸收冲击力;以及下一代终端头,这是第一个能防止汽车以掠射角度撞击时冲破护栏的设计。“前提是安装没搞砸,”他说。

In America, guardrail systems are sometimes installed—and, much more often, repaired—by local crews of laborers who have no real familiarity with how they work. As one guardrail executive told me, “Often you get guys that are plowing snow in the winter and cutting grass in the summer.” He went on, “They go to a yard where they’ve got a pile of parts—a bracket here, bolt there, a rail that looks like it’ll fit—and they install it.” In guardrail jargon, the practice of assembling a rail with a hodgepodge of parts is known as Frankensteining. Because Frankensteining disrupts the physics involved in guardrail systems, it can be deadly. In 2010, a man in Florida swerved to avoid an animal in the roadway, striking a guardrail maintained by untrained prison inmates. He lost a leg. According to the man’s lawsuit against the state Department of Transportation, the rail had been constructed using a “random collection of parts . . . including an obsolete piece of guardrail built in 1965.” Eimers estimates that about five per cent of the guardrails he inspects are Frankensteined together.

在美国,护栏系统有时是由当地劳工队安装的——而维修则更常由他们进行——这些工人对护栏的工作原理并不真正熟悉。正如一位护栏行业高管对我说的:“通常你找到的是冬天铲雪、夏天割草的那些人。”他接着说:“他们去到一个堆满零件的场地——这里一个支架,那里一个螺栓,一根看起来能装上的护栏——然后他们就把它装上了。”在护栏行话里,这种用一堆杂七杂八的零件组装护栏的做法被称为“弗兰肯斯坦式拼装”。由于这种拼装破坏了护栏系统所涉及的物理学原理,它可能是致命的。2010年,佛罗里达州一名男子为了躲避路上的动物而转向,撞上了一个由未经培训的监狱囚犯维护的护栏。他失去了一条腿。根据该男子对州交通部的诉讼,那个护栏是用“随机收集的零件……包括一段1965年制造的过时护栏”建造的。艾默斯估计,他检查过的护栏中约有百分之五是“弗兰肯斯坦式拼装”的。

On our visit, Sicking told Eimers that if Hannah had crashed into one of his innovations, correctly installed, she’d be alive. This wasn’t news to Eimers, but he began to sob. Then he suggested that we take a ride. Eimers drove the two of us to the closest guardrail, which was also the closest defective guardrail. “Dr. Sicking lives around the corner from a monstrosity,” he said.

在我们拜访时,西金告诉艾默斯,如果汉娜撞上的是他的一项创新发明,并且安装正确,她今天还会活着。这对艾默斯来说并非新闻,但他开始抽泣起来。然后他建议我们开车去转转。艾默斯载着我们俩去了最近的护栏那里,那也是最近的有缺陷的护栏。“西金博士住的地方拐角处就有一个怪胎,”他说。

The rail, which lined a four-lane road near an overpass, was an egregious assembly of one of Sicking’s older designs. “We have some major, major issues here,” Eimers said. He pointed to an empty inch-long opening in the middle of a steel panel, then to a bolt drilled into a post a few inches away. The empty slot was where the bolt should have been. He surmised that the installers had mismeasured the length of the panel and “solved” the problem they’d created by drilling a hole where there hadn’t been one. When struck, this bolt wouldn’t release—the improvised slot was the wrong size—and the rail would not curl up, as it should. Instead, a terminal-end collision would likely result in a spearing or a rolling of the vehicle, Eimers said, and if a vehicle hit it from the side the rail might rupture. Sicking looked on mournfully. “If you’re drilling holes in my guardrail, you’re fucking up,” he said.

这个护栏位于一座立交桥附近的一条四车道公路旁,是西金一个较旧设计的糟糕组装品。“我们这里有些非常、非常严重的问题,”艾默斯说。他指着一块钢板中间一个一英寸长的空洞,然后又指向几英寸外一个钻在立柱上的螺栓。那个空洞本应是螺栓所在的位置。他推测安装工人量错了钢板的长度,然后通过在原本没有孔的地方钻了一个孔来“解决”他们制造的问题。当受到撞击时,这个螺栓不会释放——那个临时凑合的槽口尺寸不对——护栏也不会像它应该做的那样卷曲起来。艾默斯说,相反,终端头碰撞很可能导致穿刺或车辆翻滚,而如果车辆从侧面撞上,护栏可能会断裂。西金悲伤地看着。“如果你在我的护栏上钻孔,那你就是在搞砸它,”他说。

I asked Eimers, who once worked as an emergency nurse, how the guardrail might damage a human body if it was hit head on. “A C1 or C2 fracture,” he guessed, referring to potentially fatal neck injuries. “A lacerated aorta. A mutilated victim.” He guided Sicking around some fire ants to inspect a bearing plate—a small piece of metal that anchors the first post to the guardrail and helps distribute force. It was also misaligned. “They just pounded the ever-living snot out of this,” Eimers said disgustedly.

我问曾做过急诊护士的艾默斯,如果车辆正面撞上,这个护栏会对人体造成怎样的伤害。“C1或C2骨折,”他猜测道,指的是可能致命的颈部损伤。“主动脉撕裂。一个肢体残缺的受害者。”他引导西金绕过一些火蚁,去检查一个承压板——这是一小块将第一根立柱固定在护栏上并帮助分散力量的金属片。它也错位了。“他们简直是把这东西往死里敲,”艾默斯厌恶地说。

In April, Eimers and Melissa travelled to Atlanta to meet with a few families who had lost relatives to guardrails. Eimers lists his phone number on his YouTube page to make it easy to reach him. “Every time I see a number I don’t recognize, I get this feeling in the pit of my stomach,” he told me. “But I have to pick up.” All of the families he met that day had relatives who, like Hannah, had been killed on I-75, the highway that runs from near Miami all the way up to the Canadian border. Jaida Payne, a doctoral student in physical therapy, was killed in January, 2023, when she crashed into a damaged rail in Tampa. In March, 2020, Hunter Burns, a garage-door installer, hit a guardrail installed upside down and backward in Bradenton, Florida. That same day, Isabella Alonzo, a high-school senior, hit a Frankensteined guardrail near Warner Robins, Georgia. Payne was twenty-three, Burns twenty-two, Alonzo eighteen.

四月,艾默斯和梅丽莎前往亚特兰大,与几个因护栏失去亲人的家庭会面。艾默斯在他的YouTube页面上列出了自己的电话号码,以便人们能轻易联系到他。“每次看到不认识的号码,我胃里就会有一种下沉的感觉,”他告诉我。“但我必须接。”那天他见到的所有家庭,都有亲人像汉娜一样,在75号州际公路上丧生,这条公路从迈阿密附近一直延伸到加拿大边境。2023年1月,物理治疗博士生杰达·佩恩(Jaida Payne)在坦帕撞上一个损坏的护栏而身亡。2020年3月,车库门安装工亨特·伯恩斯(Hunter Burns)在佛罗里达州布雷登顿撞上了一个倒置且反向安装的护栏。同一天,高中毕业班学生伊莎贝拉·阿隆佐(Isabella Alonzo)在佐治亚州华纳罗宾斯附近撞上了一个“弗兰肯斯坦式拼装”的护栏。佩恩二十三岁,伯恩斯二十二岁,阿隆佐十八岁。
A pergola.
Behind the Eimerses’ house, in Lenoir City, Tennessee, the family has a little pergola they call Hannah’s Garden, dedicated to their departed daughter’s favorite things.
在田纳西州勒努瓦市艾默斯家房子的后面,这家人有一个小凉亭,他们称之为“汉娜花园”,专门用来纪念他们已故女儿最喜欢的东西。

Eimers had already been in close touch with their parents. “It takes a special kind of person to live through the horror, and then to keep putting himself in position to see it, experience it, on a daily basis,” Cathy Alonzo, Isabella’s mother, told me, of Eimers. “But sometimes you have to slow him down and tell him to explain all these darn guardrail abbreviations in English.” Cathy has a tribute to Isabella tattooed on her forearm that reads “SHE IS THE MOON, A SHINING LIGHT IN THE DARK SKY.” Mark, her husband, remembered their daughter’s accident and the attempts to save her. “She had a strong heart, and they brought her back four times before she just bled to death. I had to stop them from reviving her, because . . .” He paused. “And the bad thing about it is they left that guardrail there for months.”

艾默斯早已与他们的父母保持着密切联系。“需要一种特殊的人,才能在经历恐怖之后,还日复一日地让自己置身其中,去看,去体验,”伊莎贝拉的母亲凯茜·阿隆佐(Cathy Alonzo)这样评价艾默斯。“但有时候你得让他慢下来,告诉他用大白话解释所有这些该死的护栏缩写。”凯茜在前臂上纹了一个纪念伊莎贝拉的纹身,上面写着“她是月亮,是黑暗天空中闪耀的光芒。”她的丈夫马克(Mark)回忆起女儿的事故和抢救她的努力。“她有一颗强壮的心脏,他们把她救回来四次,最后她还是流血不止而死。我不得不让他们停止抢救,因为……”他停顿了一下。“而糟糕的是,他们让那个护栏在那里留了好几个月。”

Christy DeFilippo, Hunter Burns’s mother, who was wearing a polo shirt with the words #HuntersMom embroidered onto it, described the rail that killed her son. “Instead of crumpling like an accordion, like it’s supposed to, it launched him in the air,” she said. Payne’s father, Stewart, a former Marine drill instructor, had been dabbing his eyes with a napkin. He had recently become the newest member of what Eimers calls his Army of Davids—as in David and Goliath—a group of guardrail-reform advocates which is trying to get companies to release more detailed instructions for installers and lobbying governments to enact installation and maintenance laws. He had started a guardrail-focussed TikTok account called Exit 261, named for the location of his daughter’s death. He described Jaida’s guardrail impact as “like an I.E.D.”

亨特·伯恩斯的母亲克里斯蒂·德菲利波(Christy DeFilippo)穿着一件绣有#HuntersMom字样的Polo衫,描述了那个害死她儿子的护栏。“它没有像应该的那样像手风琴一样折叠起来,而是把他抛到了空中,”她说。佩恩的父亲斯图尔特(Stewart)是一名前海军陆战队教官,一直用纸巾擦着眼睛。他最近成了艾默斯所谓的“大卫之军”的最新成员——这个名称取自大卫与歌利亚的故事——这是一个护栏改革倡导者团体,正试图让公司向安装人员发布更详细的说明,并游说政府制定安装和维护法律。他开设了一个专注于护栏的TikTok账号,名为“261号出口”,以他女儿去世的地点命名。他形容杰达撞上护栏的冲击力“就像一个简易爆炸装置”。

“If that guardrail was repaired right, she would have survived,” Payne said.

“如果那个护栏修好了,她本可以活下来,”佩恩说。

“We shouldn’t know each other,” Eimers agreed.

“我们本不该认识彼此,”艾默斯表示同意。

The morning after Eimers showed Burchett the faulty rail near Lenoir City, he forwarded me a bill he’d stayed up late drafting, titled “Guardrail Manufacturer’s Transparency Act.” (He considered putting “IKEA” in the name, to signal the simplicity that guardrail installation should aspire to, but decided against it.) Among other things, the bill sought to mandate clearer labelling for guardrail parts, and to require that manufacturers distribute setup manuals in various languages, including Spanish. He sent it to Burchett’s office, then e-mailed to follow up, writing, “Somebody’s child hangs in the balance.” A few hours later, he e-mailed again with a message about a girl who had just been killed by a guardrail in Maine.

在艾默斯向伯切特展示勒诺城附近那个有问题的护栏后的第二天早上,他转发给我一份他熬夜起草的法案,标题是《护栏制造商透明度法案》。(他曾考虑在名称中加入“宜家”,以表明护栏安装应力求简单,但最终决定放弃。)除其他事项外,该法案旨在强制要求更清晰的护栏零件标签,并要求制造商分发多种语言(包括西班牙语)的安装手册。他把法案发给了伯切特的办公室,然后发邮件跟进,写道:“某个孩子的性命危在旦夕。”几个小时后,他又发了一封邮件,提到缅因州刚有一个女孩被护栏撞死。

In late April, Eimers went to D.C. to make his case in person. He wore a “Guardrail Guy” T-shirt, and carried an Emmy won by a TV reporter for a segment they’d worked on together. The city was choked with traffic thanks to a visit from King Charles. Eimers had a tea bag in his pocket, which he occasionally pulled out while remarking, “No kings.” He was accompanied by several families who had been affected by guardrail accidents. One of the people with him was Jett Weinstein, a twenty-year-old from Arizona who lost a leg in 2024, when, on the way back from a snowboarding trip, a car he was in hit a guardrail and was speared. His friend, who was driving, was cut in half and killed. “I’m always in pain,” Jett said, matter-of-factly.

四月下旬,艾默斯前往华盛顿特区当面陈述他的主张。他穿着一件“护栏哥”T恤,带着一座艾美奖奖杯,那是一位电视记者因他们合作的一个节目片段而获得的。由于查尔斯国王的到访,城里交通拥堵。艾默斯口袋里装着一个茶包,他偶尔会拿出来,同时评论道:“不要国王。”陪同他的有几个因护栏事故而受影响的家庭。和他一起的还有杰特·温斯坦(Jett Weinstein),一位来自亚利桑那州的二十岁青年,他在2024年的一次滑雪旅行归途中,乘坐的汽车撞上护栏并被刺穿,他因此失去了一条腿。他那位开车的朋友被切成两半,当场死亡。“我一直都在疼痛中,”杰特实事求是地说。

The group’s first meeting was with Steve Cohen, a Democratic congressman representing a West Tennessee district. Seated beneath a poster on the wall reading “One man can make a difference, and every man should try,” Eimers placed the Emmy on a table before him and delivered his pitch. At one point, he offered Cohen the opportunity to be “the Guardrail Guy’s assistant.” Cohen was surprised that systems as complex as guardrails didn’t come with instruction manuals. “It’s hard to believe,” he said. “I’ve got a CD: thirty-two dollars, and it’s got thirty-four dollars’ worth of instructions.”

这个团体的第一场会面是与史蒂夫·科恩(Steve Cohen),一位代表西田纳西州选区的民主党国会议员。坐在墙上一张写着“一个人可以有所作为,每个人都应尝试”的海报下,艾默斯把艾美奖奖杯放在面前的桌子上,开始了他的陈述。期间,他向科恩提供了成为“护栏哥的助手”的机会。科恩很惊讶像护栏这样复杂的系统竟然没有说明书。“难以置信,”他说。“我买张CD:三十二美元,里面却附带了价值三十四美元的说明书。”

After bumping into Senator Richard Blumenthal in a hallway—“I’m Steve, the Guardrail Guy,” Eimers began, to Blumenthal’s bewilderment—they met with Senator Mark Kelly, an engineer and a former astronaut who represents Arizona, in Kelly’s office, where he displays one of his old space suits. Kelly was particularly struck by an e-mail from 2005 between executives at Valtir—then known as Trinity—which Eimers had obtained through an anonymous source and printed out. It showed an executive discussing a guardrail the company had modified in 2005, and effectively admitting that it had become more dangerous. “What will be our liability exposure if someone has an accident and the folded rail enters into the vehicle [and] kills or maims someone? Then the lawyer finds this crash test and says that it is inherent to the design for this to happen. It did it during the crash test.” The company, the executive acknowledged, “put a faulty design into the world.” Kelly kept the printed e-mail.

在走廊里偶遇参议员理查德·布卢门撒尔(Richard Blumenthal)后——“我是史蒂夫,护栏哥,”艾默斯开场道,令布卢门撒尔一脸困惑——他们会见了参议员马克·凯利(Mark Kelly),他是一名工程师和前宇航员,代表亚利桑那州。在凯利的办公室里,他展示着自己的一套旧太空服。凯利对一封2005年Valtir公司(当时名为Trinity)高管之间的电子邮件印象尤为深刻,这封邮件是艾默斯通过匿名信源获得并打印出来的。邮件显示,一位高管在讨论该公司2005年修改过的一个护栏,并实际上承认它变得更危险了。“如果有人发生事故,折叠的护栏进入车内[并]导致人员死亡或致残,我们的责任风险会是什么?然后律师找到这次碰撞测试,说这种情况的发生是设计本身固有的。它在碰撞测试中就发生过。”这位高管承认,公司“把一个有缺陷的设计投放到了世界上”。凯利留下了这封打印出来的邮件。

A few weeks after Eimers’s D.C. trip, Burchett’s legislative director e-mailed him a draft of the Surface Transportation Reauthorization bill. The bill would be part of the proposed reauthorization of the Infrastructure Investment and Jobs Act, a trillion-dollar funding package passed in 2021, which expires in September. Of the eight-hundred-odd-page bill, more than eight pages—the entire section on guardrails—were effectively lifted from Eimers’s “Transparency Act.” When Eimers called me to share the news, he was nearly shouting: “It’s almost one per cent my language!” The bill’s text is currently being finalized before a likely vote this fall. In late June, Eimers also learned that the guardrail we looked at with Sicking had been fixed, after the state carried out a reinspection, prompted by a complaint Eimers had filed. The Frankensteined guardrails closest to the White House were finally scheduled for replacement, too, thanks to him. “I often get cynical, because I expect one-hundred-and-eighty-degree turns,” Eimers told me. “I once had someone tell me that the most influential people in history often only ever get a one-degree turn of the ship, which seems inconsequential—but over time you end up at a completely different destination.” He added, “My problem is that I know that I am, on a subconscious level, looking for something that will take away the pain. I could get every highway guardrail in the world fixed, and it wouldn’t fix me or bring Hannah back.”

艾默斯华盛顿之行几周后,伯切特的立法主任通过电子邮件发给他一份《地面交通重新授权法案》的草案。该法案将成为拟议中的《基础设施投资与就业法案》重新授权的一部分,后者是2021年通过的一项万亿美元资金计划,将于九月到期。在这份长达八百多页的法案中,有超过八页的内容——整个关于护栏的章节——实际上是从艾默斯的《透明度法案》中照搬过来的。当艾默斯打电话告诉我这个消息时,他几乎是喊着说的:“里面有将近百分之一是我的原话!”该法案的文本目前正在最终定稿,预计将在今年秋天进行投票。六月下旬,艾默斯还得知,我们和西金一起查看的那个护栏,在他提交投诉促使州政府进行重新检查后,已经被修好了。离白宫最近的那些“弗兰肯斯坦式拼装”的护栏,也多亏了他,终于被排上了更换日程。“我常常变得愤世嫉俗,因为我总期待一百八十度的大转弯,”艾默斯告诉我。“曾经有人告诉我,历史上最有影响力的人往往也只能让船转向一度,这看似微不足道——但随着时间的推移,你最终会到达一个完全不同的目的地。”他补充说:“我的问题在于,我潜意识里知道,我在寻找某种能带走痛苦的东西。我可以把全世界的公路护栏都修好,但这修不好我,也带不回汉娜。”

Eimers is fond of quoting from a scene in Tolkien’s “Return of the King,” when the humble hero Sam thinks, “In the end the Shadow was only a small and passing thing: there was light and high beauty for ever beyond its reach.” Hannah loved the hope in that line, Eimers told me. He mentioned something she’d written in her diary ten months before she died. “I realized why I’m writing this journal,” she wrote. “I am absolutely terrified I’m going to die and just be another face in the photographs. . . . Names are forgotten. They don’t have stories.” She went on, “As long as I can keep the interest of whoever is reading this, I have a reader. There. Now you’re in my story. Hope that keeps you interested, whoever you are.” ♦

艾默斯喜欢引用托尔金《王者归来》中的一个场景,当谦卑的英雄山姆想到:“最终,阴影只是一件渺小而短暂的事物:在它无法触及之处,永远存在着光明与至高的美。”艾默斯告诉我,汉娜喜爱那句话中的希望。他提到了她去世前十个月在日记中写的一段话。“我意识到我为什么要写这本日记,”她写道。“我非常害怕自己会死去,然后只是照片中的另一张面孔……名字会被遗忘。他们没有故事。”她接着写道:“只要我能让读到这里的人保持兴趣,我就有了一个读者。好了。现在你在我的故事里了。希望这能让你保持兴趣,无论你是谁。” ♦

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