Poems

Horses

马

A few of us had sat down
at a café, our hair singed, our
chests crowded with the streets
of Tehran—our skins of daylight
having turned dark here and there.

我们几个人在咖啡馆坐下,头发焦糊,胸膛里堵满了德黑兰的街道——我们白昼般的皮肤,东一块西一块地暗了下去。

We were a few horses having
no wings, no manes, no meadows.
We were all about running, and
with casual, soiled horseshoes
would sprint out of the streets’
choked throats.

我们是几匹没有翅膀、没有鬃毛、没有草场的马。我们满脑子只有奔跑,拖着随随便便、沾满泥污的马蹄铁,从街道窒息的喉咙里冲出去。

Trees had turned into truncheons,
and we were so full of tears that
could cry for real amid
all the smoke and fire.

树木都变成了警棍,而我们满腹泪水,在浓烟与烈火之间,真能哭得出来。

We were about to break
and at last pounded down
on the table the fists we
had been waving in the air.

我们快要崩溃了,终于把一直朝空中挥舞的拳头,狠狠砸在了桌上。

And we hid our fists under the tables.
And we hid our fists in bed.
And we hid our fists in the kitchen drawer.
And we hid our fists inside our pockets . . .

我们把拳头藏到桌子底下。我们把拳头藏进被窝。我们把拳头藏进厨房抽屉。我们把拳头藏进口袋里……

Open my fist!

张开我的拳头!

Whatever part of Tehran
I place a hand on, it is aching.
Whatever part of the day
I sit on, it is nighttime.
Wherever on the soil . . .
I didn’t have the stomach
to finish my sentence!

德黑兰,我的手放上哪一块,哪一块就在疼。白昼,我坐到哪一段,哪一段就是黑夜。至于这片土地……我连把话说完的勇气都没了!

This poem was gunned down
in its opening lines or else it
would never have come to an end.

这首诗在开头几行就被乱枪打死,否则它永远不会结束。

(Translated, from the Persian, by Siavash Saadlou.)

(译自波斯语,译者:西亚瓦什·萨德卢。)