Poems
Garden
花园
September 20, 2026
I was in Eden. God’s light
Tongued the leaves. How
Did anyone live? Shame
In wanting to die
In Eden. I didn’t
Understand
Sun. I was under
Frost. Frosted.
In the mornings
The frost was so great
A devil I needed
Prayer. If god
Was there then where
Was god? If god
Was there then what
Was god? Paradise
Felt far. There is nothing
Like okayness. I would have
Loved a softer soil. I would
Have loved not to want
To go under it
我身在伊甸。上帝的光舔舐着叶片。人怎么能活下去？羞耻在于想在伊甸里死去。我不懂太阳。我身处霜冻之下。结了霜。清晨的霜冻如此严酷，我需要祈祷一个魔鬼。如果上帝那时在那里，那上帝在哪里？如果上帝那时在那里，那上帝是什么？天堂感觉很遥远。没有什么比得上“还好”。我本会喜欢更柔软的土壤。我本会喜欢不想要钻到它下面去。