Poems

Elegy for the Penny

一分钱挽歌

What will I give you now
for your thoughts. Without those
two pairs of copper eyes
in my pair of copper loafers,
who will guide the child
feet in me across Heaven’s and Hell’s
streets. How will I learn to look
up instead of to the earth as I
kneel down hoping no one sees,
to scoop the lost and forgotten
from a puddle of mud
in a church parking lot,
knowing that’s what brings luck.
And where will be the mother
digging down in her purse
among the tobacco dregs, coral lipstick,
and half-sticks of Wrigley Spearmint
chewing gum to pull out a gift
for fountains and sacred wells.
To play poker and smell my pennied
fingers. And all that candy.
What could be prettier!
And up in Heaven
in vault after vault,
laid out side by side,
wrapped tight in neat rows,
roll after roll of pinched
bundled blessings,
Lincolns in sleeves
just waiting
to be reawakened.

如今我该拿什么,来买你的心事。没有那两枚铜眼睛,嵌在我那双铜便士乐福鞋里,谁来指引我体内的孩童之足,穿过天堂与地狱的街巷。我又该如何学会抬头,而不是跪地时只顾盯着地面——一边盼着无人瞧见,一边从教堂停车场的泥水坑里,捞起那枚遗失的、被遗忘的硬币,心里清楚,这才是招来好运的东西。那位母亲又将在何处,伸手探入提包深处,在烟丝碎末、珊瑚色唇膏和半条箭牌留兰香口香糖之间翻找,掏出一枚献给喷泉与圣井的礼物。用它打扑克,闻闻指尖沾染的铜臭。还有那些糖果。还有什么比这更美!而在天堂之上,一间又一间密室里,它们并排安放,裹得严严实实,码成齐整的卷儿,一卷又一卷被捏紧捆好的赐福,套着纸封的林肯,只等着被重新唤醒。