Poems

Cereus

仙人掌花

After the box wine, the chicken thighs, and Nancy’s spice cake,
we lounged around talking of poetry, manure, and flowers.
The warm of summer lingered. And the smile of moonlight.
Mosquitoes were on vacation. “Look!” Sylvia, our host, cried.
On the half-dead night-blooming cereus, there was a large
pale flower opening. All of us pressed our noses toward its
sugary fragrance. Evidently, Johnny, a horticulturalist,
had given it to Beth, who passed it on to the warden’s wife,
and all of them are gone, so Sylvia adopted it. When she put it
on a stool in bright lamplight, it was difficult not to touch.
How idiotic our griefs seemed, how transient our sins.
In the same way I am rewired by mineral traces in seawater,
frivolous petals on a dry stem had given us our bodies back.
By dawn it had withered up and was gone.

喝完盒装葡萄酒,吃完鸡腿和南希的香料蛋糕,我们懒洋洋地聊着诗歌、肥料和花。夏日的暖意还未散去,月光也带着笑意。蚊子都度假去了。「快看!」主人西尔维亚喊道。那株半死不活的夜开仙人掌上,一朵硕大的淡色花正在绽放。我们都把鼻子凑过去,闻它甜丝丝的香气。这株花是园艺师约翰尼送给贝丝的,贝丝又转送给了典狱长的妻子,如今他们都不在了,西尔维亚便收养了它。她把花放在凳子上,明亮的灯光下,让人忍不住想伸手去摸。我们的悲伤显得多么愚蠢,我们的罪过又是多么短暂。就像海水中的微量矿物重塑了我一样,枯枝上这些轻浮的花瓣,把我们的身体还给了我们。天亮时,花已经枯萎,消失不见了。