Second Read

An Unbeliever’s View of the Jonestown Massacre

一个不信者眼中的琼斯镇惨案
Shiva Naipaul’s newly reissued book of reportage, “Journey to Nowhere,” from 1980, is far less interested in the trope of the charismatic cult leader than in the mechanisms of belief.
希瓦·奈保尔(Shiva Naipaul)1980年出版的报道文学作品《走向虚无之旅》(Journey to Nowhere)近日再版。这本书对魅力型邪教领袖这一俗套兴趣寥寥,更关注的是信仰本身的运作机制。
Many dead bodies massed in a green field behind a building with a corrugated roof.
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On November 18, 1978, more than nine hundred members of the Peoples Temple died at Jonestown, the agricultural settlement they had founded in a remote part of northern Guyana. Many, in answering the call to “revolutionary suicide,” drank Fla-Vor-Aid laced with cyanide; others who resisted were forcibly dosed. But nearly all of the congregants had ended up here, thousands of miles from home, because of Jim Jones. Fiery and charismatic, Jones established what would become the Peoples Temple in Indianapolis in the mid-nineteen-fifties, preaching a belief system that combined Christian millenarianism with visions of socialist uplift. He was particularly popular among African Americans, using the pulpit to argue for integration and social justice. Like many outsiders of mid-century America, eventually the Temple headed West; Jones and his followers would eventually find a home in San Francisco. For a while, they were known for their commitment to community work and to racial equality, and also for a willingness to show up at protests and support comrades in need.

1978年11月18日,九百多名人民圣殿教(Peoples Temple)成员在琼斯镇死去。这是他们在圭亚那北部偏远地区建立的农业定居点。许多人响应“革命性自杀”的号召,喝下了掺有氰化物的果味冲剂;另一些抗拒的人则被强行灌下。但几乎所有会众之所以会来到这个离家数千英里的地方,都是因为吉姆·琼斯(Jim Jones)。琼斯激情四射、魅力非凡,于1950年代中期在印第安纳波利斯创立了后来的人民圣殿教,宣扬一套融合基督教千禧年主义与社会主义进步愿景的信仰体系。他在非裔美国人中尤其受欢迎,利用讲坛倡导种族融合与社会正义。和20世纪中叶美国的许多边缘群体一样,圣殿教最终向西部迁徙;琼斯和他的追随者最终在旧金山安了家。有一段时间,他们以投身社区工作和争取种族平等而闻名,也以愿意出现在抗议现场、支持有需要的同志而著称。

The founding of the Jonestown settlement in Guyana, in the mid-seventies, served two purposes. Jones’s erratic, autocratic leadership had begun attracting negative publicity in the United States; he wanted to relocate the church somewhere free from prying eyes. His believers hoped to start something radical and new, and, for a time, they felt they had succeeded; stories circulated of Jonestown as an agrarian, communal paradise. But the day-to-day reality of life under Jones’s violent, coercive rule was far bleaker, prompting relatives of Temple members to demand an investigation. On that horrific day in November, the congressman Leo Ryan was wrapping up an uneventful fact-finding visit to Jonestown, during which several people had requested to return to the U.S. He agreed to take the defectors with him on his return flight. As they waited to leave at a nearby airstrip, they were ambushed by gunmen, sent by Jones, who killed Ryan, three journalists, and a defector from the Temple, and wounded others. Jones then commanded his worshippers to take their own lives. More than nine hundred people died that day. Almost immediately, the massacre became a deeply symbolic event.

70年代中期在圭亚那建立琼斯镇定居点,有两个目的。琼斯反复无常、独断专行的领导风格已在美国引来负面报道;他想把教会迁到某个远离窥探目光的地方。他的信徒则希望开创一番激进的新事业,而且一度觉得自己成功了;关于琼斯镇是一个田园牧歌式公社天堂的说法不胫而走。但在琼斯暴力、高压统治下的日常现实要阴暗得多,这促使圣殿教成员的亲属要求展开调查。在那个可怕的十一月天,国会议员利奥·瑞安(Leo Ryan)即将结束对琼斯镇一次波澜不惊的实况调查访问,期间有数人请求返回美国。他同意带这些脱教者搭乘他的回程航班离开。当他们在附近一个简易机场等待离开时,遭到琼斯派来的枪手伏击,瑞安、三名记者和一名圣殿教脱教者遇害,另有多人受伤。琼斯随即命令他的崇拜者结束自己的生命。那天,九百多人死去。几乎在顷刻之间,这场惨剧就成了一个极具象征意义的事件。

Many writers travelled to Jonestown to survey the shambles and determine whether this was a utopian experiment gone astray or a madman’s fever dream destined to fail. Shiva Naipaul was among them. He was thirty-three, the author of two well-regarded novels, and a journalist interested in questions of belonging. Naipaul was not a believer by nature. “Anything was possible,” he remarked about the social movements of the late sixties and the seventies—and he did not mean this as an endorsement.

许多作家前往琼斯镇,审视那片废墟,想弄清这究竟是一场误入歧途的乌托邦实验,还是一个注定失败的狂人臆梦。希瓦·奈保尔便是其中之一。时年三十三岁的他,已是两部备受好评的小说的作者,也是一位对归属感问题感兴趣的记者。奈保尔天性就不是一个轻信的人。“一切皆有可能,”他如此评论60年代末和70年代的社会运动——他这话并非表示赞同。

Going to Jonestown felt like a homecoming of sorts. Naipaul grew up in Trinidad, a descendant of Indian indentured laborers who were recruited in the late eighteen-hundreds. He and his brother, V.S., didn’t fit neatly within British hierarchy, which still defined the class structure (and ambitions) of the colonies in the Caribbean. But their alienation did not radicalize them the way it would others, and they retained a belief in the privilege and status conferred by, say, an Oxford education. It’s often said that V. S. Naipaul’s condescending depiction of Black characters was a by-product of this pedigree. Both men were interested in questions of freedom and the perspective from the periphery, but they didn’t share the era’s desire for liberation.

前往琼斯镇,感觉像是某种意义上的归乡。奈保尔在特立尼达长大,是19世纪末被招募来的印度契约劳工的后裔。他和他的哥哥V.S.奈保尔,无法妥帖地融入英国那套等级体系,而这套体系当时仍界定着加勒比海殖民地的阶级结构(和抱负)。但他们的疏离感并未像对其他人那样,将他们推向激进。他们依然相信,比如说,牛津教育所赋予的特权和地位。人们常说,V.S.奈保尔对黑人角色居高临下的描绘,便是这种出身背景的副产品。兄弟二人都对自由问题以及来自边缘的视角感兴趣,但他们并不认同那个时代对解放的渴望。

As he set off for Guyana, just two weeks after the events of Jonestown, Shiva Naipaul reflected on the political climate of the Caribbean. He had left Trinidad for Oxford in 1964. Fourteen years later, he saw it as a place where “society was in disarray and men seemed to be decaying.” Where others celebrated the sixties and seventies as an era of toppling old orders, Naipaul was suspicious of how “the language of religion could be transformed into the language of politics.” In his native Trinidad, the Prime Minister, Dr. Eric Williams, had swept into office as a kind of Black Power savior-statesman, while the people of neighboring Grenada had elevated a “mystical maniac” in Eric Gairy. Third Worldism had become the ruling logic of the dispossessed, and Naipaul was skeptical that this “state of mind,” which represented an awakening of the global underclass, was a healthy one. He believed that the disenfranchised had no interest in solutions to political problems but, rather, that they wanted to feel as though they were being saved. And this desire for a messiah created the conditions for exploitation: “Those who ought to know better nourish our crazy dreams of resurrection and redemption; those safely beyond the borders of our madness underwrite our lunacies.”

在琼斯镇事件发生仅两周后动身前往圭亚那时,希瓦·奈保尔反思了加勒比海地区的政治气候。他于1964年离开特立尼达前往牛津。十四年后,在他眼中,这里成了“社会失序、人似乎在腐朽”的地方。在别人歌颂六七十年代是推翻旧秩序的时代时,奈保尔却对“宗教语言如何能转化为政治语言”心存疑虑。在他的故乡特立尼达,总理埃里克·威廉姆斯博士(Dr. Eric Williams)以一种黑人权力救世主般的政治家姿态上台执政,而邻国格林纳达的人民则把“一个神秘的疯子”埃里克·盖里(Eric Gairy)捧上了高位。第三世界主义(Third Worldism)已成为被剥夺者的统治逻辑,而奈保尔怀疑,这种代表全球底层阶级觉醒的“精神状态”是否健康。他认为,被剥夺了权利的人对解决政治问题不感兴趣,相反,他们想要的是感觉自己正在被拯救。而这种对救世主的渴望,为剥削创造了条件:“那些本该更明事理的人,滋养着我们关于复活和救赎的疯狂梦想;那些安然置身于我们疯狂边界之外的人,为我们的癫狂背书。”

Naipaul may have been skeptical by nature, but he was also a brilliant and curious chronicler of travel. Where did you come from? Where are you going? There’s an attentiveness to fellow-travellers who misread him, and a desire to understand what other people are looking for. Mere paragraphs into “Journey to Nowhere: A New World Tragedy,” his book about Jonestown, which has been newly reissued by Outsider Editions, he describes a Guyanese passenger on his flight who confesses to a bit of callous relief: now he won’t have to explain where he’s from. Elsewhere, it’s someone whose gaze lingers too long on his brown skin, or the government handler assigned to corral visiting journalists who seems unnervingly enthusiastic. Naipaul recalls the air of competition as writers fought for the grisliest material. “There’s hardly a single person around this pool who isn’t writing a book. But mine’s going to be different,” one American writer boasts. The more haunting the story, the better.

奈保尔或许天性多疑,但他同时也是一位才华横溢、充满好奇的旅行记录者。你从哪里来?你要到哪里去?他对那些误读了他的同路人有一种关注,渴望理解别人在寻找什么。《走向虚无之旅:一场新世界的悲剧》是他关于琼斯镇的书,近日由局外人出版社(Outsider Editions)再版。开篇不过几段,他就描写了飞机上一名圭亚那乘客,此人向他坦承了一种近乎冷酷的解脱感:现在他不用再费劲解释自己来自哪里了。在别处,他写的是某个目光在他棕色皮肤上停留过久的人,或是那位被派来管束来访记者、热情得令人不安的政府接待人员。奈保尔回忆起作家们争抢最骇人听闻的素材时那种竞争气氛。“这泳池边几乎没人不在写书。但我的书会与众不同,”一位美国作家吹嘘道。故事越是令人难忘,就越好。

Published in the United Kingdom in 1980 as “Black & White,” and in the United States the following year as “Journey to Nowhere,” Naipaul’s book was, indeed, different. Like many others, Naipaul offered a disillusioned view of the era; he was given to fatalism about utopian hope. But he was far less interested in the trope of the charismatic cult leader than in the mechanisms of belief. He explores the lives of Jones’s disciples and takes seriously their ideals, the way they summoned “tears as a weapon.” He laments the loss of self to someone else’s vision. “Messy human frailties were lifted up to an exalted sphere. The war between messianic lust and apostasy became a war between the forces of Good and Evil.” Yet the sides are never as clean as “good” and “evil,” just as Jonestown was neither a “paradise” nor “Hell on earth.”

奈保尔的书1980年在英国出版时名为《黑与白》(Black & White),次年在美出版时改称《走向虚无之旅》,它确实与众不同。和许多人一样,奈保尔展现了对那个时代的幻灭观感;他倾向于对乌托邦希望持宿命论看法。但他对魅力型邪教领袖这一俗套的兴趣,远不及对信仰运作机制的兴趣。他探索琼斯追随者的生活,认真对待他们的理想,以及他们如何将“眼泪当作武器”。他哀叹个体自我迷失在他人的愿景之中。“杂乱的人性弱点被提升到了一个崇高的层面。弥赛亚式的欲望与背弃信仰之间的战争,变成了善与恶势力之间的战争。”然而,阵营从来不像“善”与“恶”那样泾渭分明,正如琼斯镇既非“天堂”,亦非“人间地狱”。

Where did the promise go wrong? In Jonestown, where the feeling of destruction was detectable in the atmosphere, Naipaul realized that he needed to go to California to comprehend what had happened. “Iowa,” he writes, “does not, as a rule, attract the vagrant and the restless. Its neat farms and lush meadows discourage fantasy.” Naipaul remained fascinated with what kinds of visions drew the dispossessed toward messiah-like figures. What dangers lived inside these exuberances? And, so: the self-proclaimed Golden State. “California sucks in America’s loose ends,” Naipaul writes. “It twists and tangles them in a hundred different ways.” This isn’t the unnerving California that lies between the lines. It’s the California that advertises itself in billboard-large letters as a kind of lab-perfected hyper-Americanism, an optimism, an ecstatic idealism.

承诺是在哪里出了错?在琼斯镇,毁灭的气息弥漫在空气中,奈保尔意识到,他需要去加利福尼亚才能理解发生的一切。“艾奥瓦州,”他写道,“通常不会吸引流浪者和不安分的人。它整洁的农场和葱郁的草场不鼓励幻想。”奈保尔始终着迷于一个问题:是什么样的愿景,将被剥夺者引向了弥赛亚般的人物?这些狂热之中潜藏着怎样的危险?于是,他来到了自封的“金州”。“加利福尼亚吸纳了美国的种种残局,”奈保尔写道,“并以上百种不同的方式将它们扭曲、纠缠。”这不是字里行间隐含的那种令人不安的加州,而是那个用广告牌般巨大的字体自我标榜的加州:一种实验室里臻于完美的超级美国主义,一种乐观,一种狂喜的理想主义。

“Journey to Nowhere” has some of the most penetrative and acerbic writing about California that I’ve ever read. I haven’t lived there for more than half of my life, yet having been raised a Californian remains an integral part of my identity. I used to look out the window whenever I flew into San Francisco and believe the sky was golden. Our family hadn’t ended up there by design, but we slotted ourselves into the West Coast’s intoxicating myths—the point at which the frontier, expansion, all the harshness of history was tempered by the chill Pacific. Part of this fantasy is about reinvention—we were not a state built on cotton or steel, commodities that felt distant and remote. Rather: bluejeans, internet browsers, gold. Instead of being under the yoke of history, we were freethinking and new.

《走向虚无之旅》中有一些关于加州的最具穿透力、最尖刻的文字,是我读过最好的。我大半生都不住在那里,但作为加州长大的人,这仍是我身份认同中不可或缺的一部分。过去每次飞抵旧金山,我望向窗外,总相信天空是金色的。我们家并非刻意来到此地,但我们把自己嵌入了西海岸那些令人沉醉的神话之中——在边疆、扩张以及历史的一切严酷,都被清凉的太平洋柔化了的那一点上。这种幻想的一部分关乎重塑自我——我们不是一个建立在棉花或钢铁之上的州,那些商品感觉遥远而陌生。相反,我们有的是:牛仔裤、互联网浏览器、黄金。我们不受历史的桎梏,而是思想自由、面貌一新。

They often call it the twenty-first century. California, in this view of things, is something more than merely the richest and most populous state of the Union, the first among equals. It is a state of mind; a state of being. The dogma has it that what California is doing today, the rest of the United States will be doing tomorrow; and, of course, whatever the United States is doing tomorrow, the whole world will be doing the day after. According to one of its devotees, it is a seminal ground for new ideas, one vast laboratory of the human spirit. Californians are the ultimate pioneers, a chosen people living in a golden land flowing with milk and honey, whose precocious self-consciousness makes them more than ordinarily human.

人们常称其为21世纪。在这种观点看来,加州不仅仅是联邦中最富有、人口最多的州,不仅仅是同类中的佼佼者。它是一种精神状态;一种存在状态。教条认为,加州今天在做的,美国其他地方明天就会做;当然,美国明天在做的,全世界后天就会做。据其一位信徒所言,加州是新思想的发源地,是人类精神的一个巨大实验室。加州人是终极的拓荒者,是一群生活在流着奶与蜜的黄金之地的选民,他们早熟的自我意识使他们超越了凡俗。

Naipaul’s allergy to youthful idealism can be off-putting. He was constantly sizing up a situation, measuring reality against ideals, dissecting the activist’s sloganeering notions of identity and progress. He moves through scenes with a profound detachment, but he’s not dismissive. He wants to hear what people want to tell him, if only to stress-test his own beliefs. The vigorous extremes of life interest him and energize his sentences. I only ever knew Jonestown as a story, and Naipaul’s telling was different from the ones I had grown up reading, which focussed largely on the perils of cult charisma rather than on those of a freethinking culture writ large. As a young person in the Bay Area, I saw remnants of that past everywhere: in the names of parks and streets, in the legacies of service and organizing, and, maybe, in the way that revolutionary ambition, heard ungenerously, can sound like lunacy.

奈保尔对青春理想主义的过敏可能令人不快。他总在评估形势,用理想衡量现实,剖析活动家们那些口号式的身份与进步观念。他带着一种深刻的超然穿行于各种场景,但他并非不屑一顾。他想听听人们要告诉他什么,哪怕只是为了对他自己的信念进行压力测试。生活中那些生机勃勃的极端吸引着他,并为他笔下的句子注入能量。我过去只知道琼斯镇是一个故事,而奈保尔的讲述,与我从小读到的那些截然不同,后者主要聚焦于邪教魅力的危险,而非一种被放大到整个文化层面的自由思想的危险。作为湾区的一个年轻人,我到处都能看到那段历史的遗迹:在公园和街道的名字里,在服务和组织的传统中,或许,也在于革命雄心——如果不那么宽容地听——听起来就像疯癫。

“Journey to Nowhere” was a controversial book upon publication, largely because it presented such a slanted telling. For all of Naipaul’s interest in individuals, it is a book that traffics in grand abstractions. Yet maybe his version of Jonestown’s California roots holds special appeal now, decades later. His writing interrogates not just good and evil but reverberations through time: the bruising force of personality, a politics scaffolded on the maddest of promises, our tendency to mistake charisma for wisdom. The utopianism of the Bay Area has now been folded into the region’s business ethos—this desire to perfect society, now a desire to live forever. When I was a child, it seemed so tragic to read about those parts of America on the right side of the map, which were beholden to history. The whole point of California was that it was young and new, a flight from the past.

《走向虚无之旅》出版时是一本有争议的书,很大程度上是因为它呈现了一种如此偏斜的叙述。尽管奈保尔对个体很感兴趣,但这本书处理的却是宏大的抽象概念。然而,或许他对琼斯镇加州根源的解读,在几十年后的今天,具有了特殊的吸引力。他的文字拷问的不仅是善与恶,还有在时间中的回响:个性的碾压力量,一种搭建在最疯狂的承诺之上的政治,以及我们将魅力误认为智慧的倾向。湾区的乌托邦主义如今已被折叠进该地区的商业精神之中——这种完善社会的渴望,现在变成了永生的渴望。我小时候,读到地图右侧那些被历史束缚的美国地区,总觉得如此可悲。加州的意义就在于它年轻、崭新,是对过去的一种逃离。

“Men have played a comparatively small part in my life,” Shiva Naipaul reflected in his essay “My Brother and I.” V. S. Naipaul left for Oxford when Shiva was five, and for a long while he was only known to his younger brother by his “relics”—a framed watercolor, old textbooks. “My father died when I was seven and I was brought up by and among women: my mother and my sisters.”

“男人在我生命中扮演的角色相对较小,”希瓦·奈保尔在他的文章《我的哥哥和我》中反思道。V.S.奈保尔在希瓦五岁时就去了牛津,在很长一段时间里,弟弟只能通过他的“遗物”——一幅带框的水彩画、旧课本——来认识他。“我七岁时父亲去世,我是在女人堆里被抚养长大的:我的母亲和我的姐姐们。”

Perhaps Naipaul’s interest in identity and belief grew from a question about his own personal context. Third World thinking was a way of salvaging a past in the name of the future, an enterprise he wasn’t opposed to. “To rediscover a lost past is to rediscover an essential part of the self. Self-knowledge is healing,” he wrote in a piece collected in “North of South: An African Journey.” But “the past is indeed past. It cannot be revived as a living present.” One senses that whatever he was seeking, he could not find it. We are “descendants, no rituals of purification will ever suffice. We are beyond restoration. There can never be any going back.” He confessed to his father-in-law that his trip to Guyana had affected him deeply, dimming his sense of horizons. This likely explains the haunted despondency of “Journey to Nowhere.” Jonestown afflicted Naipaul’s vision, his way of deciphering not just political manias but the dreariness of urban life, the perpetual doom of the nuclear-arms race. “That was the significance of Jonestown—it had been an attempt to build a common life, facing away from the forces of death. Its failure was the world’s loss.”

或许奈保尔对身份认同和信仰的兴趣,源于一个关于他自身处境的问题。第三世界思维是一种以未来的名义拯救过去的方式,他并不反对这项事业。“重新发现失落的过去,就是重新发现自我的一个核心部分。自知即是疗愈,”他在收录于《南之北:一次非洲之旅》(North of South: An African Journey)的一篇文章中写道。但“过去确实已经过去了。它无法作为一个活生生的当下被复活。”你能感觉到,无论他在寻找什么,他都没能找到。我们是“后裔,任何净化仪式都永远不够。我们已无法复原。再也回不去了。”他向岳父坦言,圭亚那之行深深地影响了他,使他的视野变得黯淡。这或许解释了《走向虚无之旅》中那种萦绕不去的绝望。琼斯镇折磨着奈保尔的视野,折磨着他解读事物的方式,不仅是政治狂热,还有城市生活的沉闷,核军备竞赛的无尽厄运。“那就是琼斯镇的意义——它曾是一次尝试,试图建立一种共同生活,背对死亡的力量。它的失败是整个世界的损失。”

I find the later chapters of “Journey to Nowhere” the most chilling, as Naipaul returns to a San Francisco trying to shake off its association with Jones. He describes the city as a “singular blend of eco and ego, of technologically minded worldliness and etherealism, of overripe self-consciousness and opulent complacency.” He surveys the offerings of a New Age seminar, following the crowd toward a promise of mind-body-spirit Aquarian redemption. Where once California embraced racial liberation, now it is a liberation of the spirit: toward crystals, cosmic charts, exercise. The book seems to dissolve into the bogus language of self-actualization. Naipaul grows weary. He returns to the “gloomy San Francisco afternoon,” and it feels like he may walk forever.

我觉得《走向虚无之旅》的后几章最为令人不寒而栗,奈保尔回到了一个正试图摆脱与琼斯关联的旧金山。他将这座城市描述为“生态与自我、技术头脑的世界主义与空灵、过熟的自我意识与丰裕的自满的奇异混合体”。他审视着一个新时代研讨会的各种兜售,跟随人群走向一种身心灵宝瓶时代救赎的承诺。加州曾经拥抱种族解放,如今却成了精神的解放:朝向水晶、宇宙星图、锻炼。这本书似乎消解在了自我实现的虚假语言中。奈保尔变得疲惫不堪。他回到“阴沉的旧金山午后”,感觉他或许会永远走下去。

“Words, words, words . . .” he wrote in “North of South.” “They can, when handled promiscuously, gradually begin to take the place of reality. They can, in the course of time, become a complete substitute for it.” He was referring to the duplicity of authority figures, of corruption perfumed with sweet-sounding promises. Words that numb us to our needs, blind us to our surroundings. Penetrative, poetic language carries a similar burden. One imagines Naipaul returning from Jonestown and San Francisco, shaping despair into limber, unforgettable sentences, approaching the absolute terror and humanity of his moment—and none of it mattered. But that’s the difference between writing and reading, preaching and listening. The beautiful inertia of his writing makes some of his conclusions feel irresistible, but do they have to be? ♦

“词语,词语,词语……”他在《南之北》中写道,“当被随意滥用时,它们会逐渐开始取代现实。随着时间的推移,它们可以完全成为现实的替代品。”他指的是权威人物的欺骗,是用甜言蜜语粉饰的腐败。那些麻痹我们自身需求、蒙蔽我们周遭环境的词语。具有穿透力的诗意语言,也承载着类似的负担。可以想象,奈保尔从琼斯镇和旧金山归来,将绝望塑造成灵动、令人难忘的句子,触及他那个时代绝对的恐怖与人性——而这一切都无济于事。但这就是写作与阅读、布道与聆听之间的区别。他文字中那种美丽的惰性,让他的一些结论感觉难以抗拒,但它们真的必须如此吗? ♦

This is drawn from the introduction to a new edition of “Journey to Nowhere.”

本文摘自《走向虚无之旅》新版的导言。

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